i can't switch. i might try to find some individual plan for risperdal.thank you.
bobby

i am glad you are sleeping. last night i did sleep. i think i am getting a sore thought. i am deciding whether or not to try to get a short appt with dr. m to write another letter to jury duty to try get off. I am going to try to force myself to go to the senior center today for lunch. i haven't gone in two days and i seem to get much worse when i don't go. I have been getting paranoid.
too much stress and anxiety. I wish i were normal.
love
bobby

lol. our immune systems must be sync'd. ... and going dowwwn. heck. i am getting sick. got the definite "this is more than allergies" overall sicko feeling yesterday. started taking echinacea immediately though, in dose for acute onset rather than prevention for now.

i know what you mean about the stress and anxiety. my mom stressed me out trying to do me a favor today (pick up my boots from the repair shop). i mean i could have just gone next week. called or not. instead i had to call, see if she could get them. then she fussed about a receipt i didn't have. then she was there earlier so she called me to call him on his cell during lunch.... bla bla bla.... ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i should have known. i should have told her a flat NO, and keep her totally districated from my boot business. instead i ended up playing phone tag... oh very helpful... no stress there (*sarcasm).

they say sarcasm is the lowest form of wit. i wonder why. i like sarcasm sometimes. maybe i am like twisted or something. hmmm. seems like a lot of other people are, too, then.

i think being normal is overrated, hehe. most normal people aren't healthy and many aren't sane. i'd like to be healthy and balanced, that's what.

well i'm off to make a hot beverage now. and i have to clockwatch coz i have to take these pills every 2-3 hours for best effect.

hang in there! hope you make it to the center today!

love

~ waves ~

p.s. last night i read microwaves destroy/deform nutrients in food. that made me think flavonoids etc too, so it substantiated my perception that food cooked/reheated by mwave tastes different than food heated conventionally. thus far, i had told myself it was "all in my head." heck. reading that article burst my bubble bigtime. the microwave is so dang handy. i'm not ready to give it up.

sorry for rambling. better make that hot bev now... guess how. :rolleyes::o

the boots sound like one major ordeal. can't she give you a break or does she think she is giving you a break. i got mine whatever i have from last saturday. i couldn't fight it off and i am not taking anything to get rid of it. last night i took a bath and felt so good. today i feel sweaty eeks..
rats about the microwave. i depend on my little microwave so much. i just knew it was too good to be true.
i hope you feel better faster. i hope your anxiety is better. mine is doing a lot of dancing....i think i might be a bit manic.
oh well
love
bobby

not so sure about the microwave stuff, I heard it is better than frying because food that is heated over high heat especially BBQ can cause carcinogens. we dont have a grill.
Yes bobby, I hope that you can make it to the center today.
sorry that you are not feeling 100%.
bizi

Not sure what time it is in Bobby's area.

Its after noon in mine. Hoping she made it to the center.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

i got to the senior center and told i was missed. i didn't go yesterday because i got no sleep the night before. it was nice being back.
then a friend skyped me and helped me clear up the problem of jury duty. she said just call them and see what they said. my anxiety started going up to the roof and then i explained that i was bipolar and that was why i couldn't serve but he said they had the original letter and was fine for another couple of years. this way i don't have to go to dr.m. office for emergency appt to get another letter.
thank you very much for your kind sentiments. they made me feel very cared about.
bobby

((((((((HUGS)))))
bizi:hug:

did you get a sore throat?
hope not.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Dear Bobby,
Your posts remind me that I need an excuse from jury duty letter in my files at home. I forgot to do that today at the pdoc's. I hope his office can help me over the phone.
The people at the senior center have become accustomed to you and miss when you are gone. It is nice that they appreciate you.

M