Katmae

I am also saying prayers too. I really wish I were closer today.

I just am not close enough to be of help to you.

But I will continue to send prayers.

Donna

Of course I will pray for Anita, right now! I care and so will alot of folks here. Go to the spiritual forum here on NT, and more prayers will flow. ginnie

thank you and I wish you were closer to,right now all I know is that they are keeping her tonight and running more tests.
katmae:

Thank you so much and I will to the spiritual foum,I hope things are good with you. Katmae

I saw my therapist and she thinks that I am depressed.
I know that I am very fatigued in the evenings avoiding work, not sleeping well, sleeping too much. I know that I am depressed about my weight and the fact that I have stopped going to the gym. not showering etc.
SOOOOO
I am making myself go to the gym tonight. (and I need a shower) Jeff is not home but will be back tonight. There is not any reason that I can think of to not go except the bed is calling me to go lay down for a bit. I will resist. I wish I could figure out this evening fatigue?????
off I go....
bizi

Hope you were able to make it to the gym last night. My bed has been calling my name, too. I think it's a conspiracy Hope the depression passes soon.

Dear Bizi,
so how was the gym?did it make you feel any better? I hope that your doc will help you with your depression so you don't get to down,hope that your day was a good one and that your evening gose grate for you

I did make it to the gym last night. Lifted a few weights walked on a treadmill for 25 minutes then a stair masters for 5 minutes, took a much needed hot shower and carefully drove home, I was so tired. Laid down as soon as I got home and took a short nap then watched x files then went to bed at midnight.
It is a start.

It has been 80 days! 31 days left to new years eve!

I am working a bit tomorrow and going out of town to a small festival to hear music tomorrow night and then on sunday evening a christmas gathering fundraiser. jeff is playing and received 2 free tickets. I am taking my best friend. Her husband is home from off shore working so he will look after their 6 year old daughter and she gets a night out with me! Actually only a couple of hours...There will be food and wine for her, I will pick her up so she can drink. We get to tour 3 decorated homes with singers and live music in each house. a trolley will take us to each house. It will be fun! I am so glad that she gets to go with me!!!!!!

The weather has been so mild for this time of year....really been nice! supposed to be 75 tomorrow!

Dear Bizi,i'm so glad that you made it to the gym,the festival sound like it is going to be a blast,I am so prode of how well you are doing with not drinkingthe weather here is strang for this time of the year going to be in the 60's in Indiana in December? whats up with that not that I'm conplaining I hate the cold, have a grate day

It rained today! we needed it! Got down poured a bit but it was ok. all wet and drove in the rain and at night which I hate to do!. Jeff is going out of town tomorrow night so I am going to go to the gym!
I am so craving sweets tonight. chewed gum but that just made my jaws tired. I think I will go snack on some almonds to take the edge off. We had a great dinner tonight.
jeff cooked:
lemon pepper talapia, stewed tomatoes italian style, big fresh salad with feta cheese.
My client gave me a big box of chocolate covered cookies so I gave them to jeff to take into school tomorrow hope he takes them!
bizi