Im not excited Donna Im stressed because I dont want to loose my place at the lab, or my scholarship

I think like you do, and Im really praying that my 3 bosses will understand.... I dont know what to do.... I will work like crazy this next week, but still, things might not work... God knows I did worked hard this semester, didnt take days off or anything, but dont know if my boss can see it or she thinks I have been doing nothing....

I have only 2 more weeks of work before my exam because, well, I could have a third one but, the Finnish guys will be here and I wanted to take them out and stuff but.... well, considering all my problems at work that might not happen and I may need to go to the lab even the day of my party.... because no one is going to understand that was the 4 days I wanted to take off this semester...

I need a miracle.

I can not stop crying, dont know how to handle this.

I am sorry that you are this upset about everything. take some deep breathes and tell your self that you are doing the best possible. talk with your supervisor about your lab work...get one of them to verbally support you before your exam date. This will reassure you that you have their support.
I don't think taking personal time off right now would be in your best interest.
just my opinion.
sorry it is so hard right now.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Thanks Bizi.

Yeah, I will be spending about 12 hours at the lab every day from tomorrow until nov 28, the day Im having my exam Even the day of the party... Looks that I dont have salvation

take breaks during that time you will burn out at that rate.
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bizi

I just wish I could be free while they are here....

Dear Majo.

I feel for you. I think all you can do at the moment is hope for the best, and lower your expectations. It sounds like you already have done the latter a bit. I would like to share some more thoughts with you if that is ok. This is a difficult situation. And there are some difficult perspectives, too I think.

As far as taking time off when the band is there, I was thinking ... they might not expect that of you at all... and, well, honestly, I am afraid it could also go both ways. Suppose you were free and wanted to show them around here and there, they might be thrilled ... or they might not be up for it? I don't know, I mean, they may have their own habits and rhythms when it comes to touring and traveling... they may be asleep/awake at odd times, eat at odd times etc. So I guess I'm saying, don't stress over that. Imho, that could work out ... or not, so, let the chips fall where they may and don't sweat it.

I hope you don't mind me saying that. I feel like all my posts are wet blankets? I don't mean to be. I am just trying to share other ways of looking at things. Once again I hope you don't feel hurt by my words.

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Now, you have a LOT on your hands. And part of that just happens to be that you have this fantastic band with a singer you really like coming to play at your personal party. That's REALLY COOL!!! Let yourself enjoy that Majo, please. Let go of the stress, other than what is required for the planning. Unfortunately, this has turned out a bit of bad timing because that takes some effort and these cells not cooperating at the same time... sigh....
naughty cells!

So, I would like you to minimize what you concern yourself with.

1. Work on your cell cultures.
2. Make arrangements for the band with their manager.

There is no room for anything else. Much less is there room to worry about what there is no room for. See what I am saying?

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I am sorry you are crying sweetie. It's ok to have a good cry. It helps relieve stress, and releases endorphins so even if you cry a bit every day because you are stressed... that's ok, but after half an hour cut off the tap and have a piece of CHOCOLATE, yes. have a cup of tea. wash your face in cool water and dab rose water on your eyes. Tell yourself "I am beautiful, I am beloved. God Loves me. God will look after me. I can do this. It is going to be ok." Lie down, do belly breathing and focus on your breath for 5 minutes.

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I am concerned about the experiments and wish you some success with that soon, so that you have something certain to show for your exam. i will be sending good thoughts, and prayers too when i say them (not good at that lately). May you receive that miracle you wish for.

Hang in there sweetie.

love

~ waves ~

This is so sweet waves.
love you
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Hi waves !!

I would never get mad with you or your words And in this case we think the same, so,

Yeah, I went to work today... Just hoping something will come out next week Panic !!!

Thank you so much to all of you that send me good vibes and positive thoughts, I really appreciate it

Thanks for your prayers and advices !!

Love you so much !!

Majo.

Dear Majo,


Sending lots of good vibes so that your cells grow as you want them to.





M

Mayo

The Excited I thought you were was getting excited for the party.
Sorry. Just ignore me.


I hope things start to turn around. And ignore any mispellings.

they keep trying to show up.

Donna