Waves,

Sorry to hear this.

I hope you can be o.k.

M

Waves I'm sorry that you feel this bad. Please remember that God has a way,where there seems to be no way. I hope that you feel better soon. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Steve,

I'm sorry. I don't believe in God. I used to be more mystical and at least equate God with the entire universe or whatever. I don't anymore. Technically, I'm agnostic, but I'm as close to atheist as an agnostic can get.

I believe in randomness, and random luck, so I am not hopeless, even if nearly. ;)

Thanks for the well wishes. I am glad to know you are on my side. :):hug::hug::hug:

waves

I like you((lots)) Waves. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Awww. :) I like you lots too, Steve. :):hug::hug: :circlelove:

I am still not feeling good, but it isn't as constant and heavy. Past few days I've had little lulls of feeling just blah, and then back to dreadful. Bits of blah is an improvement over perpetually dreadful.

This morning I actually have a little energy, you know, like emotional and mental energy. We had these icky grapes (tough skin, too tart) that mom was pushing. I blended them with a banana and some ice and made a smoothie. It wasn't bad. Still tough bits of the skin because obviously I didn't want to pulverize the fruit either. The taste was good. With decent grapes, it might have been good, lol.

I was well-intentioned to wash the bedding and some personal things but mom has snagged the washer already. Oh well. Let's hope tomorrow works out.

I need to figure out something to do today. I sort of dread breaking out that box, again (everything has been still past few days... I've basically been out of commission). That is what I should do, though: continue to take care of my stuff. Sigh.

waves

i am sorry you are not feeling well. we all care so much about you.
love
bobby

take care of you.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

I did a little rearranging of that box. I was then able to put into it some of the stuff I'd set down in the cupboard, plus some other things. It needs to be gone through... some of that stuff was isolated because it is "current" -- like schedules I need to travel if I take the computer in. I do not consider this area "done", but more happily set aside than before. So maybe it is done-ish.

Out on the side table I had all the little paper supplies (paper clips, sticky stars, staplers, rubber bands, etc) set in a shoebox lid. I decided it looked well organized enough and inherently accessible that I worked out how to set it on top of some of the boxes, inside the writing cupboard.

That stuff is put away. The writing cupboard is done.

I still have a few small things on the side table, but I have a lot of white space on it. The little things will get tossed and/or merged with the desk tray.

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Next tasks:

Labeling (of files, and the 3 closed shoeboxes of cards/stationery).

and

Clothes closet.

Waves,

You continue to improve things.:)
'Wishing you strength on the next steps as well.:grouphug:

I can see how the kitchen habits would be annoying. (Good luck with that.);)

Mari