Bobby

Good, I'll be in probably tomorrow night. I have a busy day.

Donna

i had such good news yesterday and now i feel like crying. today the handyman is coming up to try to install the screen door for the terrace. i hope it fits. the super measured it. i don't know what to pay him. i had said 150 but the door came if it fits it will be easy to install. i hate stress.
fondly,
bobby

I'm lost Bobby

Is this a handyman for the building. And gets paid
for doing things for the building. If so you should
just be paying a small amount for doing the installing.

Donna

the handyman and super are coming up but it is a private job so i have to pay for it. if it were a building related problem such as the air conditioner or stove i don't have to pay anything.. i am really stressed because i don't know if it will fit and if it doesn't how much should i give them or it fits how much i should give them. it is making me suffer and my stomach is aching. with my bipolar i can't handle stress.
fondly.
bobby

things are such a mess. the screen door was wrong and also broken. i waited for 40 minutes to get help and then worried that it said it had to be returned within three days in the morning i used chat and he said to call the number and it will give you the option to get a call back. they are going to pick up next thursday and said the would give me a complete refund. then i would have my super buy the right door.aby jumped on my printer when it was on and now that isn't working. i sleep with the tv on and when i woke the tv wasn't working. i messed around and took out the ruku. i don't know what i did.finally called spectrum and they said there was an a problem with the cable and they are working on it. i am a total wreck.

i am so agitated that when i was standing up and talking to the sweet technician i almost fell over. he was going to try to walk me through. my anxiety was through the roof so i opted to pay spectrum 50 dollars for a technician to come to the apartment. he will come tomorrow between one and two. i wrote robert and said i didn't want to bother him for that. he is coming over on sunday to see if he can fix the printer.
i seem to be falling apart. i also am going to try to keep aby away from the computer. i really think she had something to with the printer not working.
once i see how high the electrical is i will decide whether or not to get another screen. i wish i weren't so terrified of running out of money with no family.

Bobby

I have to say all that would have put my anxiety through the roof.
So you aren't alone. Now do some breathing treatments, and relax.

Next I would just say you have been without the screen this summer
so far. And has it been a big deal? Also see if Dorcot is it? Has any
one that could come and help get it on? If you were to get a new
one. I hate the idea of you paying anyone that kind of money to
get it on. But I get that you have to pay for it.

I really wish you had someone that could help with that kind of thing.

I hope your axiety gets better. And dont worry about Abby and the printer
robert will figure it out.

Donna

thank you so very much. if i find out electrical is not astronomical the super offered to buy the right one and i would pay him. i would give good tips to super and the handyman. i just finished a book and i am a little calmer. my stomach is awful.i have been running the ac all the time so i don't open the door.the super and handyman are so nice.
fondly
bobby

I wake up depressed each morning also (or most mornings). I hate it when I catastrophize. I try not to... I step on those thoughts as if they are a snake

It's great that you haven't been on ebay and that you've been walking holding on to nothing.

I also have a cat allergy (and to a lot of other things)

since i almost fell again today when i was on the phone and i feel so stressed that i am going to try to postpone the walking.
once you get up and start doing something does the depression usually goes away?
bobby