I am glad that robert reached out to you.

Bobby

I personally wouldn't be able to live at the 86 degrees if I had a chance
to have air conditioning. I think if you just turn it to a degree were its
not running all the time and its up were its hotter inside it would be easier.
And not as expensive.

Good luck with the rest of things.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i finally wasn't feeling well so i turned it on for half an hour. it really helped.

Dear bobby,
I am glad that it helped.
love bizi

i am so itchy all over. it is awful. i just took two antihistamines. i wonder if it was from all the stress i was feeling about Robert.

When anxiety kicks in, your body's stress response can go into overdrive. This can affect your nervous system and cause sensory symptoms like burning or itching of the skin, with or without visible signs. You can experience this sensation anywhere on your skin, including your arms, legs, face, and scalp.May 28, 2019

You must have been so anxious about robert.
because you have been anxious from different
situations and this is the first I have heard from

you about the itchiness.Have you suffered

with this before? or is this something new?
love bizi:hug:

this might be something new. i am itchy again.
love you,
bobby

I hope the itching gets better.

Donna:grouphug:

it is much better. i am using witch hazel that helps. i couldn't open up the bottle til marci opened it.
robert came over and rebooted the modem router wi fi which he had given me a few year ago when somebody had thrown it out and he checked and found
it was fine. I think aby had knocked over its side and robert always tells me to keep it upright.
i asked him more questions about the singer joni james whom he represented for 25 years. he played her singing some famous songs when she was 77. incredible.
then i was getting hamburger for Danny and he said can I pay for half. i said no. he repeated and i said never mention that again and promise.
i woke up at 2:30. I looked at my credit card and it was bad. I bought more buckwheat without even trying it. i just know i will like it. my depression came full force so i took a nap. i had already take a bath when i first woke up and brushed my teeth.
i just walked in the hall for p.t. and try to read.
love,
bobby

soon sam is going on vacation for 2 weeks to germany with six of his friends.
what a blast. he is so popular. he had invited 15 of his friends to go to a baseball game.

jealous of all of his friends.You guys are about it.
I have a lot of aquaintenses. People who are friendly.
I have a friend Bill at sandras that I share some stuff with.

He is kind enough to stay and visit.He is a good talker.
He will talk the entire time that I am willing to listen.


I am friendly to my clients and ask them questions

about their life. I can't remember what they have

shared and I ask similar questions when I see them
2-3 months later. For most of them it is all new to them too.


bizi

i am really amazed because his parents fought a lot and divorced and then at 7 he was raised by his bipolar 2 mother who was out of control a lot. i wrote how she would adopt a dog and make sam take care him and then return the dog and get another and again sam would have to care of that dog etc.
how did he come out so kind, popular and wonderful?

wish me luck. i haven't left the apartment for a while and am getting a hair cut today.
i still haven't gone.
yesterday i was furious at marci. i was feeling awful with stomach ache and nausea and had the fan as usual directed at me. i was trying to sleep. what she did was turn the fan on her without even asking. the ac was on. She said she was working dusting and was hot. she was no longer in the area and didn't even the fan back to face me.

the hair dresser is permanently closed. i spent an hour trying to find another.
one sounded great and then i realized it was on second floor so that was ruled out. then thought my cellphone was broken but it is not. then couldn't remember how to find bookmarks. it was so easy.
fighting the temptation to get chinese food.

Bobby

If Robert brings up buying half the hamburger again. Tell him then
you would have to figure out what his time helping a hour would need
paid for. So why don't we just call it even.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

So sorry for all the problems. I think Sam, just learned to put up
with things and probably enjoyed the dogs and liked taking care
of them.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i made him promise not to mention it all. donna why didn't you read my former post? There is no problem..

i can't agree at all. what if he got attached to one and then had to give it up. she also used to pull his hair.
Donna why would I have mentioned about the dog caring if it was a good thing? He has had so much to deal with in his life already and keeps on asking me if i see a silver lining.

today was a disaster

sam didn't sound happy at all when he told me the dogs story. i was afraid to ask if he had gotten attached which would have brought up more pain.
i guess i should have added that. he said his parent got divorced because they were always arguing.

i had so much stress all day today that again i am itchy all over. it is so horrible.

I am sorry you are itching.
any change to your detergent?soaps or products that you use?
any new sheets or bedding?
Did you already tell me that you take benadryl?


any new foods?cleaning products?
I have heard that you can become allergic to some things that you were never allergic to. like your cats?
have you noticed if your symptoms get worse when you pet your cats?
I am just grasping.....
love you
bizi

after the booster i am a little allergic to aby but I posted that stress can cause it. this is the second time. today was so incredibly stressful.
love,
bobby


When anxiety kicks in, your body's stress response can go into overdrive. This can affect your nervous system and cause sensory symptoms like burning or itching of the skin, with or without visible signs. You can experience this sensation anywhere on your skin, including your arms, legs, face, and scalp.May 28, 2019

i am not itching any more but i have an awful stomach ache. i have p.t. today and i feel so rotten. then the ac turned itself on and i have to call downstairs because it happened a few times and it is wasting money.

I'm sorry Bobby. I just mistook how he felt. Not hearing it was the problem
I believe.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Bobby

I believe the AC turned on itself because it got hotter than were you or they have it set to turn on. So it needs to be set differently. I am not going to try telling you which way I always confuse myself with that.

I believe you have always had a itch in the fall, but I can't find the thread were we talked about it last fall. So I really think its seasonal. So try some seasonal
things.

Donna :grouphug:

it was very cool last night so i have no idea why it turned itself on.
I can't remember except for the other day i was so itchy all over the place.
somebody is going to come up and check the ac.
love.
bobby

p.t. went well even with a stomach ache. i did 3 laps. he said when i can do 4 we will go outside. he said he was proud of me and knows how badly i want be able to walk again.

I waited to call duane reade late in the afternoon when i thought i could control my temper. of course i had to wait on the phone again for a long time. I got a sweet girl who said they were waiting to hear from epic so they can refund my 120 dollars and give me two more bottles. i wish i had a private secretary. tomorrow i will call epic again to see why there is a hold up.
i am so constipated and worried about when i run out of bottles of laxative. who knows when they will start selling them again.
i have a lot of hamburger in my freezer for danny but except for eggs my refrigerator is empty. i am just going to have oatmeal and buckwheat and coffee and see if i have less stomach aches. it would be a great way of saving money.

Bobby,
Did you say that you had a small reaction after the covid shot?
proud of your 3 laps. maybe next week you can make it to 4????
Going out side in this heat is terrible though.
I think you said it got cooler.
maybe fall is coming!
love you
bizi

i thought it was a big reaction. i had never had allergies before and then i got some and still have them. now am slightly allergic to Aby-it mostly my eyes and at time my nose. i still have that lingering of fatigue. it is better but it is still there. that is why i am afraid of the next booster. i had no reaction with the first booster. i have to figure out when i am supposed to get the new booster.
i had such a hard time getting up to 3 laps so i have no idea when i will be able to get to 4.. You can't believe how much i want to be able to start taking walks with my walker.
yes it has gotten cooler. there is no need for ac except when marci or robert comes over.. right now it is 67 and should go up to 81. last month my electrical bill was over 200. in the winter it is so low. my fan is always running.
love you,
bobby

67 sounds great! our high will be 88 today some rain this after noon.
Have a good day bobby!
love, bizi

Bobby

You might want to read up on Diverticulous. Yes, I know you don't have
it but a lot of your symptoms are the same. And maybe some of the foods
that work for some of the people would work for you. I haven't been
able to find it right now. But I read an article in Woman world that is dated
September 12th that had some interesting things that are being done by
many. When I find it I'll give you some of the ideas. It was not the usual
foods. Other than they did talk about the oatmeal you eat. And they talked
about of all things something that isn't usually a good thing for this disease.
Nuts, and then salads. Those are the things I remember of the top of my head.

Oh yes, also yogurt that I remember because I've been eating a lot of that.


Donna :hug::grouphug:

my ibs happened immediately after suri's death. it was freaky.
i will check it out. thank you.
love,
bobby

i just bought some itching creams. it hasn't happened during the day. it was such a very stressful week.

i wish i were on a mood stabilizer. the best one made my gums hurt and bleed. i also tried some others that didn't work.
i am going to add chia seeds to my oatmeal and buckwheat which i still haven't tried. no more itching.

what should i say to marci. i always direct the fan to me. It helps me when i feel nauseated and have a stomach. on tuesday i told her i had nausea and stomach ache and tried to nap. a little later and she moved the fan when she was dusting but didn't turn it back when she finished. the ac was on.. should say i get a lot of nausea and stomachs from my ibs and need the fan on me and don't touch the fan but stop working to feel better.
also she finally tension when she had to work for a horrible client. she bad such a huge deal about and talked about for ten minutes. should i tell her i always feel tension except if i can engage in a book.
now i am going to wait until duane reade calls me back. it was incredibly stressful spending so much time on multiple waiting for somebody to answer and then given the wrong information.

who is duane reade again?
love bizi

the pharmacy that owes me 120 dollars and needs to give me two more bottles.
what should do about marci-i am obsessed. i can't lose her.

Bobby,

Suggest to Marci, if she needs a fan instead of moving yours to her.
that she brings a small one with her each time or just gets one
she can leave with you. Letting her know that yours isn't to be
moved that it makes your stomach worse. I would just tell her
as it is very nicely that it can't be changed. Maybe put a small sign
on it. So she remembers.

The only other thing you could do is look for a small one to buy.

I realize that isn't something you want to do.

Donna:hug::grouphug: