Why is it I can have a feww good days and then days that are so terrible I want to crawl under a rock and die. My doctor up my effexor, I want to say it helps a little, but then I get hit like a truck ran over me. My back is the same way. Some good days more bad ones. So tierd of living this way. If I could lay in bed all day and sleep I would, I already lay on the couch most of the day, just waiting for the mail and the decision from my hearing for ssd. If that is denied again I don't know what will happen. o well the end.