i have not read the bible in a very long time maybe one day i will have the strenght to do that i went all day again and have been taking my meds the right way and he said he is starting to look into the ect treatments for me and will know more in a couple of days i am just trying my best i need to do this for my kids and husband but most of all myself thanks again bf:hug:

Denise
 

I'm so proud of you. You are going forward to these meetings. You will get help I believe with all my heart.

As you take these steps forward,there are always people helping you to the next step.

I hope that you know more tomorrow. I'm sensing progress. I feel that it's on the up,and,up. BF:)

well more news today they want me to start ect treatments on wednesday as an impatient for days than outpatient mon,wed,friday for however long they see fit i dont know i am so stressed out and dont know what best for me anymore thanks for all the advice and support

Denise
 

I'm not familiar with ect treatments. Does your husband support it? Could you tell me briefly what they are. BF:hug::hug::hug::grouphug:

ECT treatments is given when the person is medication resistant i go to the hospital and they put me to sleep and shock my brain to give me a seizure after i wake up i cant remember anything for a while and will have headaches they do this to me every mon, wed, friday my first treatment starts wed i will tell you more about it if you would like thanks again take care:hug:

Schematics
 

It sounds to me like the ones closest to you are holding you down. The hand you hold, holds you down.

When that happened to me I found a direct way to replace the dignity taken from me. My parents stole my piano. So I started finding free pianos to restore. My wife thought it was crazy and eventually had me arrested. It makes no difference to me. I did what I had to do to replace what was stolen, and more so, I replaced what was taken from those pianos. Their ability to play was my ability to play.

Rise up. Even if it requires your exertion of anger, you will live because of it. Your life is a war, and it is worth winning.

Fight.

-BPB

Denise
 

I have heard of these treatments. I hope they work. You have suffered so much,you deserve more like this. Let me know how they help you.

I am interested to hear of the progress that this will probably bring. I love you. Hold steady. This seems to be a major possibility for a breakthrough. Go for it.

I hope that the headaches won't last to long,and I hope that they won't be very painful. Are they suppose to be mild headaches? BF

all the medication they have me on right now i cant even walk without holding on to something i am exhausted they said its like migraine headaches and thanks for saying you love me not many people do i feel the same way take care and i will keep u posted on how i feel

Denise
 

:hug:I do love you. My heart goes out to you. You are precious,and priceless. You are so welcome.

Did they mention how long the migraines will last after the treatments. Will they give you meds for the migraines,and take you off a few of the others. Do they have other meds that they will try later?

They are developing new meds all the time now.

They may not know right now. Something will work. You hold on. keep going forward till something works. There is something that will work under heaven,or from heaven,or both. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Denise
 

Are you OK? Did your weekend go well? Blessings,and good will to you. Hang in there. BF:hug: