the lithium they have me on is really making me sick i have very low blood pressure where i am passing out i am really sick so sorry cant write much:hug:

I'm so sorry Denise
 

I saw the Sick mood logo. Brave girl...you are fighting it. Tell the doctors very clearly what's going on. The med. combo is making you sick. I've seen the Sick logo since last week. Tell them. Make it clear to them. Tell them that you don't want them to drastically change your meds either. BF:hug:

well i went for the consultation today for the ect my first round is tomorrow at 9 in the morning i am so nervous about memory loss they said i could have memory loss well hope i remember all of you take care:hug:

Denise
 

What I have said is in your spirit. Your spirit is your communion,intuition,and conscience.

Your soul is your mind,will,and emotions. Part of whats in your mind might be forgotten,but I don't believe that you will forget.

I believe most of what I've said is safe in your spirit.

Don't be afraid. I love you. A whole group of people love you here. We will keep talking. Write notes,and put it on the mirror,tv,doors,and other places that we are part of your family on this Forum. What we have said is all here.

Again...Don't be afraid Denise.

We will be here. I will be here. You can refresh your memory,and go to the beginning of this thread.

Again...Don't be afraid...The doctors are in a process of finding a way to treat you.

People are praying for you. The Lord,and the angels will be with you. You are safe. You are protected. You are not alone in this.

Let me know how it went. Write notes,and put them everywhere. I'm proud of you. BF:hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug::grouphug:

Denise I am praying and holding you close in my thoughts. What BF said to you is ture and I hope you find comfort in those words .
The doctors are in the processes of finding a way to help you. I believe this and I Am so very proud of you for all the little steps you taken so far..
Holding you near and dear .Sending strength and Healing peace to you. we are all here for you and care very much! :hug:
BMW

i had my first ect treatment today and i feel really sick when i woke up i had memory lost but than i regained it it is painful and takes alot of energy my next treatment is friday and than every mon wed and friday after that thanks again i love yous all:hug:

Denise
 

It may take awhile for you to notice any difference. Please try to be patient. Burntmarshmallow is interceding for you,and things are taking place for you in the heavens Denise.

There are many people who are praying for you,and checking to see how you are doing daily. It's going to take time,but you are on the road to recovery,and we are all proud of you.

I am sorry that the treatments are making you sick,and are draining you,but keep with it,and you may see the sun shine again.

The important thing is to keep getting treated. Communicate with the doctors,and therapists. Go with the flow. It's time now for your condition to be treated. Further treatment is necessary,and you will gain the help that you need.

I'm proud of you Denise.

Rest today,and take the treatment on Friday. It will be all right.

Maybe soon a seed of determination will grow in you,and it will become easier as you go forward,and get better,and better. It may be gradual,and you may not see the progress at first.

It will come to a point where you will get strong. BF :hug:

Denise You will probly feel very wiped out of all your energy and just feel like laying around and resting. And that is exactly what you need to do as much as possible right now.

The treatments take everything out of you so you need to rest and regain your strength, Energy and motivation. You deserve to be waited on to have another cook bring you your meals .Let another do laundry and clean up. After treatment you probly “wake up” confused and memory not that great. You will ask the same questions over and over because you forget that you asked them and you need someone to tell you over and over.

This is all temporary and not permante at all. The best thing to do is try your hardest to relax during this time. I know that your body will want to react differently but try your best to take long deep breaths in and out. It feels like you have no control over anything sometimes and long deep breaths are somethingYOU CAN CONTROLL during times like that. Your family can see how hard you are working and they should be right next to you doing their part to help you rest help make meals help clean and such..

BF is right the best thing the right and only thing to do is keep going for treatments and rest as much as possible in between them. Soon you will start to feel better .not at first because you and your body are getting used to the treatment your feeling so wiped out and have no energy or motivation this is normal it is new and not really felt in such a way so that is all you will concentrate on but after a few times. . . You will slowly start to see a difference and start to feel better and see the sunshine again. Your family and those around you will also see an improvement .

We are all so proud of you for the many many many little steps you have taken and are still taking , we are also PROUD at how BRAVE and determined YOU ARE and how much COURAGE you are PUTTING FORTH. I think you are a very EXTRAORDINARY STRONG CARING WONDERFUL Mother Wife and Friend and person Denise. Every little step you take each and every hour of the day proves this over and over.

Keep going don’t give up now you are so close I know this must seem like the most hard part but keep at it keep going keep getting treatment keep showing the world,God, the people around you how much you want and need to get threw this and I KNOW YOU WILL GET THREW THIS! Soon you will think, feel and start to get better. One day at a time My friend One day at a time is all anyone can ask. We are so PROUD of you. And
WE LOVE YOU ! :grouphug:
PEACE
BMW
p.s. I am holding you so close in my prayers please know this.:hug:

thank you so much for everything i am in so much pain i cant type that much but just wanted yous to know that i am going for my second treatment tomorrow and i will let yous know what is up take care everyone:grouphug:

Denise
 

Go in there tomorrow,and don't be afraid. Things are going to be OK. Many prayers are being prayed for you. God strengthens those who are weary. I know that the road has been long. BF :hug: