well i am still nervous about monday but i know it will be ok after the first visit i just have alot of anxiety issues to deal with i hope all is well with you

Denise
 

I'm OK. Thank you for asking. Try not to imagine what the meeting is going to be like. All my life before meetings,I would try to imagine what it would be like,and it never was what I thought that it would be like. I was filled with dread for no reason. They are mostly better,and they go easy on you because they know that you have been struggling.

Try not to think about it,but just go to it in peace.

Are there any prayer groups in your area? I find them to bring great strength to me. See if you can find a good one. Oh!!! They are wonderful,because they usually pray for you,and the Lord sometimes speaks through the people. This always would make me feel better. I sometimes went to two prayer meetings a week. BF

thanks for all your support i had an anxiety attack tonight thinking about tomorrow and my husband gave me an ativan and he said i have to go tomorrow i wander why it is so hard to accept help maybe because i am affraid of disappointment or people judging me i dont know what it is but i hope my husband has enough strength for both of us tomorrow god bless you for all your love help and support:hug:

Denise
 

Don't worry about being judged,they are there to help. They are trained.

Oh I relate to the fear of being disappointed,but keep stepping forward. You will be glad that you did in the long run. One thing leads to another. If you don't see much tomorrow,you will get help along the trail so to speak.

Don't try to get things done before you go. Just go,and don't think about what it will be like. It is never like what you think before hand.

Just baby step into a nest of help. Keep moving forward...Thats the secret so to speak. BF

Denise
 

Don't be afraid,and go to the meeting. God is with you,angels,and your husband. You have a whole lot of people praying for you from here. BF:hug::hug::hug::grouphug:

well i went for a half aday it was just too overwhelming and they seen that and told me to leave and come back tomorrow at 830 so i will try again tomorrow i registered and meant everyone but i just couldnt stay all day i am proud of myself for staying as long as i did though even though my family is disappointed in me for not staying all day they dont understand how hard it really is thanks again for everything hope all is well take care

Nice job Denise. I knew with all of us holding you close in our thoughts and prayers you would at the very least try it and we are so glad to hear you went . I may be on side lines but I am rooting for you every day.
LITTLE STEPS WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER . KUDOS AT YOU!
Peace
BMW
p.s. I know you are mostly chating at B.F. but just wanted to say how proud I am of you and that I believe in you. :hug: :grouphug:

Denise
 

I'm proud of you too. Well done. If you only go half a day tomorrow that will be alright. Well done. Baby steps. Well done. BF:hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug::hug::hug::hug:

I went the whole day today I am now on 6 medications and this dr said no way will he take me off medication for 2 weeks he said he will not be responsible for my suicide so he is going to have a talk with my other dr and husband and therapist and talk about ect he says i have been struggling for 12 years with this illness and he can see its getting the best of me well i am nervous about the future and i guess i will try and go again tomorrow thanks again everyone:grouphug:

Denise
 

You went the whole day! Wonderful. Don't remember the big negative thing that doctor said. "Eat the Fish,and throw away the bone so to speak".

Give the medicines time to work. I hope they work for you.

The Lord will bring you out of this "Horrible pit". Please read some of the Psalms in the BIBLE.

This is my most loved verse in Isaiah. Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not,for I am with you:,Be not dismayed for I am thy God:,I will strengthen you,yes: I will help you,yes: I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness:

Take the Meds,go to the meetings,and read bible verses.

We all love ya:hug::hug::hug::grouphug: BF