the ect is harder than i thought it was going to be i am very forgetful and i sleep alot due to the medicine thanks for wandering about me i am still hanging in there:hug:

Oh our dear Denise
 

Since my computer has been offline,I have worried that you thought that I left. I'm here. I didn't leave. You have been in my thoughts.

You are very brave. Hug's to you. BF:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Denise
 

Did you have a ect on Friday? Are you OK? I'm here. Love is surrounding you,our precious Denise. Remember to be patient with yourself,and the treatments. BF:hug::hug::hug:

i didnt have a treatment friday because they said it is affecting my memory too much that now i can only get them 2 times a week which is every monday and friday :hug::grouphug:

Denise
 

I'm so glad that you are following their advise,and getting treatment. You might start feeling better in the near future. Please be patient. I love you. I'm so proud of you for hanging in there. BF:hug::hug::hug:

It is good the doctors are listening to you and That your letting them know how you feel and what your going through. What its like and how it’s taking it toll on you (to say the least). They are slowing down with the treatments and that is a good thing soon you will be at the finish line and done with all those steps. You are doing Awesome my friend. Keep letting them know how you feel and what you think, your worries and they can help you better with the treatments.

Your family must be amazed. I bet they see how strong and courageous
You are and they are helping out as much as they can. All of us here can see how much strength you have. You beat out any Olympic competitor and earned a gold metal with every step you take. Things will get better one day at a time one step at a time. Hope your resting and not worrying.
Let us know how Monday goes. We will be thinking of you and holding you in our prayers. :hug: :hug: Love you ! Many Blessings!
:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

Thank you so much for all your support. With me getting treatments 2 times a week i am trying to apply for ssi being i do nothing but sleep on treatment days which is every mon and friday so now i am in a battle to try to get ssi now that i need it i didnt have a problem paying into it when i was working but wouldnt want them to make it easy for me now:hug::grouphug:

Denise
 

It's a process. I'm in that process also. I'm waiting for my SSD hearing with a Lawyer.

Denise
 

Did things go OK today? Please let me know when you can. BF

I dont think i can do it anymore i am sick and tired see yesterday i was so sick from my treatment that i was passing out and they switched my medicine again for like the 30th time in 2 years ssi is taking forever i only want to collect untill all my treatments are done i miss working and i want to go back to work but they wont let me miss 2 days a week of work so i am just very frustrated hope all is well with you:hug: