Denise
 

The Survivors of Suicide forum is 20 forums down from the top forum. Just scroll 20 down from the first forum. There are many there who can help you. This forum(Depression) isn't a heavily traveled road. The Survivors of Suicide forum is continually monitored. Please come to that Forum. There are many people there who can help,and give you more ideas. Please. BF

Hi Denise!

Please keep talking with us...

Here is the link for the Survivors of Suicide Forum:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html


The people there truly understand and care!!!!

Please come over and talk with us... we care and we do understand.

:hug:
Abbie

Denise. you do not want to give up after all the hard steps you have taken so far... and there have been many steps you have taken you yourself must admit! I post in the s.o.s. forum all the time . You should at least come to that forum and give it a try. They are like my family there. they listen and support like no other place i have been to. they understand and care so much.
I know besides us here your children and your whole family do not want to see you give up. you have been like a warrior so far and have given other such inspiration. you need to keep going my friend. I know you do not want to give up there is something inside you that is screaming to keep going Please listen to that part. AND PLEASE COME TO SOS and meet my family there. Abbie left you a link just click on it and meet some wonderful kind UNDERSTANDING people... who are no diffrent then you or I. Please please .
:hug: :hug: :hug: :grouphug:. You dont have do explaine anything just say hi to my family there thats easy to do and a good way to start just say Hi I am Denise. and PLEASE DONT GIVE UP !!the steps you have taken have gotten you far...Keep going I ask ...Please.:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

Denise
 

The SOS stands for the Survivors of Suicide forum. I didn't know that at first. It's the 20th,or 21st forum below the first forum. I can come there also to talk with you along with the other wonderful people. We all care about you. I truly believe you will get more ongoing help there,and thats a better place for you to be.

The depression forum has been good,but the Survivors of Suicide forum would be the best choice. Please don't quit. Fight the impulse to quit. You have people to talk to. Don't internalize your thoughts. Talk to us. BF :hug:

it was even hard for me to reach out to this site i dont open up to people very easy. i love my kids with all my heart they are the only reason i still am hanging on its so hard right now to be fighting ssi and getting ect and dealing with this depression and trying to fight i love yous all take care:hug:

denise, the sos forum is on this site. same great caring people that were in chat that one night.

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/

you just need to scroll down the list of the forums here or use this direct link:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

my point is that you have limted yourself from support by just posting onthis one thread. also staying inthe depression forum, that doesn't get much traffic from the members here.

this was just an option. you do what you feel is best for you, but the people onthe sos forum know what you are feeling.

Yes it is so very hard to keep fighting but you keep your kids in mind and never ever forget how hard their fight will surely be if you just give up . never forget how long and hard their fight will be and it will be a fight without end a fight without reasons and filled with things those young ones do not deserve . They need you to keep fighting they need you so very very much Denise. Fight for you first then fight ssi. do not take on to many things. REMEMBER IT IS ONE STEP AT A TIME!!! one moment at a time one day at a time. Your kids need you to keep fighting they need to see you fighting they need to learn how to fight the hard things in life! One step at a time.!! All of us here care and Love you and I wish so much you would come to the s.o.s. forum. It is hard to open up but all you have to do is post a message that says "Hi I am Denise" and you will be wraped in support and kindness and will be suprised how so few words can envoke such caring from others!!!!!! :hug:. try it and see!!!!!!!!
You are in my thoughts and I am sending you prayers of courage and strength to keep fighting and KEEP REACHING!!!!!!
PEACE
BMW

Denise
 

I see you made it to the SOS. I just sent you a message in there. Just say what's bothering you a little at a time,or just say what you are comfortable with. No one is going to judge,or criticize you. Welcome to that better forum. You are worth all the help. It will be a ongoing help there.

It took me years to open up,but once I did,I got help. I was quiet,and shy.

You get the input,and words that bring healing,strength,and closure. Don't forget to mention the ect treatments to them. Love ya BF:hug:

:hug:thank you so much for all your help and advice they just moved me to 3 treatments a week. it takes so much out of me and i am so sick from it i am now doing the strongest ect treatments a person can get and they said i could get from anywhere from 12-24 i dont know if i can handle that or afford that it is a 30.00 co payment which is 90.00 a week now you can understand why i am so frustrated with ssi

Denise
 

OH I know what you mean. Being sick is expensive. It's a double wame situation,and how can you pay the fee's if you cannot work. I'm going to Social Services because my family (Sister) doesn't want to help me financially. I feel like I'm jumping hurdles. No Fun.

I'm so glad your going forth with the ect treatments. Burntmarshmallow will be so glad to hear that,because she knows more about them. BF:hug: