well yesterday was not a good day for me they couldnt wake me up from the ect it took them 3 hours usually only 1 hour than they transferred me to a regular hospital to get tests done today i am giving up hope i think its time to end the fight take care everyone :grouphug:

No. Please hold to hope. Remember your loved ones who care for you. Please reach out and go to the er if you feel unsafe. I know it is hard to face this every day and especially with how hard you are working. Maybe this treatment is not right for you but there is a treatment or combo that can. You just can't give up. Please stay safe.

I agree with the above poster. I think what is more often the case than not, is that it takes a combination of treatments before folks hit upon that winning formula. Don't quit right before the miracle is about to happen. It takes patience. We teach the little children to think "God doesn't make junk." Why do we do this? Simply because it is true. You are a valuable human being. Please be patient. Talk to the doctors about your concerns, try different things and trust that the future will be brighter.

HEY DENISE...HOW ARE YOUR CHILDREN GOING TO TAKE CARE???
HOW IS YOUR FAMILY GOING TO TAKE CARE??
You CAN NOT just give up!!! That is not fair to all the others in your life. rather then give up why dont you just tell the doctors eveyrthing how you feel and all. and let them do what they think is best for you? They surely are not going to let you give up and neither are we! maybe staying in the hosp until this hard time passes could help you ?
You cant abbandon your children and hub and family.. Have any of them abbandoned you durring all this? I dont think so, and none of us here have abbandoned or given up on you either. You are worth so much more then giving up and giving in to that line of thinking!
Keep trying keep fighting !! Plead with docotrs to help more then they are ask if maybe you could saty in their care while you go threw this. You owe your childern hub and family more then giving up! Your little children might not be able to say what they think but i will say for them on their behalf..KEEP FIGHTING , DONT GIVE UP MOMMY, DONT DO THAT TO US! I bet your children would cry and beg that of you over and over. I can only imagen what theyd be begging for if you give up. SO DO NOT GIVE UP! PLEASE HANG IN PLEASE PLEASE HOLD STRONG ! PLEASE CALL AND TALK WITH YOUR DOCTORS TELL THEM YOU FEEL THIS WAY !!!!!!! :grouphug:PEACE
BMW

Denise
 

We love you. Thats a temporary problem. It's not permanent. Hold on the everything that you have.

It's not like being in a poor country where there is no hope.

You have hope here. Wait. Please be patient. They will find the right treatment for you. Give them time,and keep getting help. There is a solution. It might be that other treatment with the Vagus Nerve Stimulator. That may bring relief. You may feel happy again. Something will work

You are probably going through side affects from the treatments. Give them time. It might take several months.

I'm holding on to you. It's not time for you to go.

Talk to your doctors.Tell them what is going on.

We all get weary along the path of life,but take courage,receive strength,you will be OK. BF

Denise
 

Where did you go Hon? Don't go. We all care about you. I pray that the angels of the lord be sent to you. BF

Denise :hug: :grouphug:
I hope you have spoken with your doctors and told them how helpless you have been feeling and that you feel like giving up.I hope you went to your doctors and shared with them the things that are bothering you.I know they can help if you keep reaching and telling them everything. I know deep in my soul and my heart that your trying desperatly to hang on and be strong for your children and for yourself. All of us here are worried about you we care and Love you !You are like family to us even if we may not seem like family to you...to all of us you are family. The best thing to do is go to your doc maybe they can keep you until this overwhelming sad feeling passes.maybe the best thing is to stay in the hosp untill they are done with the treatments
so you can stay safe and gather your strength while your being cared for and treated. we miss you and are worried and ALL OF US are praying and have you held tight in our hearts and in our thoughts. WE ARE NOT GIVING UP ON YOU! Keep reaching Honey Please keep asking the doctors for help and let them know what you think and what you are feeling. :hug:
:hug::hug::hug:
:grouphug: :grouphug:
I am saying prayers of healing comfort for you.I also send prayers of strength to make it past this hard time and to come out on the otherside into the sunshine again.Dont give up !
LOVE YOU!!!!!
PEACE
BMW

:hug: try not to worry too much bf. if you check denise's profile it shows she has logged in. she just may not feel up to posting.

Denise
 

Post when you can. It's OK if you don't feel like talking right now. Please keep taking your treatments,and/or medicines. BF

Denise
 

Are you OK? I'm waiting to hear from you Dear one. I understand suffering over a long period of time can make you weary. BF:hug::hug::hug::grouphug: You deserve a Purple Heart.