You are probly feeling really yulky but I hope you can gather some strength from our posts and find it in you to keep fighting.I wish you would and pray you do.

You are very courageous and I know even though your are quiet you are still fighting ..."fighting you for you" as some of us say.

May God fill you with hope and comfort. May God heal you and help you by guiding you in ways that are most helpful for you and your family.May God bring you through this and back to us and your family in better spirits and happier mood. Thank You God ! We all Pray You Keep fighting keep holding strong Denise! :hug: :grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

I'm sorry that you are sick Denise
 

You hang in there. Those treatments should start helping you soon. I'm sorry that they make you Nausiated. You hang in there. I'm thinking about you. BF

Denise
 

I forgot to give you a hug. BF:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

hi everyone i love you all very much i have been too sick to post though. well yesterday i went for ect and the dr said 9 treatments is enough because they are not working so the dr wanted to admit me in the hospital and i freaked out the last time i was admitted in the hospital it was like prison so i begged him not to and he said ok that i have to look into a partial hospitalization program so thats what i have to do i think about ending my life everyday but than i think of my kids and husband and i cant i am scared one day i will be selfish and do it and i still have not heard anything from ssi which is rediculious there is nothing that i want more than to be well and go back to work but i just cant do that right now i hope all of yous are well take care:grouphug:

Denise-About The SSI You Mentioned
 

Hi Denise!

I just wanted to tell you that SSI takes a while to get back to everyone so don't get discouraged.It took me a while but I finally started receiving it for my CFS,Degenerative Disk Desease in my neck and seizures.

Please know,as the others are saying,everyone cares and YOU ARE a VERY IMPORTANT part of this world!

When you feel really down,remember that please.

God Bless You Hold You In The Palm Of His Hand,
McOchs

Denise :grouphug:
Thank you for posting! :)
Yes I think if you dont want to stay and you are offered a partial hospitalization program you should give that a good hard try. It is a door to make a tiny step threw on your road to getting back to the sunshine and doing ,...feeling better . :hug:
I may not be posting for a few days as we have a baby hurricane Fay coming to give us a hand shake in a day or so. I will be holding you in positive thoughts and prayers... and the rest of our family here will be also. we are here for you :grouphug: stay strong and give that option a try keep going one step at a time you can do this we are all here to help you do it :hug:
PEACE
BMW

:hug: denise :hug:
I am thinking of you and your family and truely hope you can gather strength and courage to give that option a seriuos try . dont give up instead give the option of partial hosp stay a try. keep talking and going to the doc and make sure you let your body rebound and heal from the treatments... Rest drink fluids and eat and rest rest. all of us are sending prayers and keeping you in our thoughts. :grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

I am going to be starting a partial impatient program hopefully sometime this week I hope all is well with everyone yous are all like family to me now. I have been looking all over for a gurdian angel charm I think I could use one right now I cant believe that things have gotten worse for me after ect treatments and if i had the chance I would have never have gotten them and I am still waiting for ssi which is riduculious well take care everyone and thanks again:grouphug:

Denise I have been thinking about you and wanted to know how you are doing? I am so proud that you decided to give the partial stay a hard try :hug: good on you for that. I know your kids and family must also be proud and finding courage from what you do as your trying everyday and reaching and fight to get better. Each little step you take every day is progress...even if it dosent look that way ,IT IS! Keep going my friend and remember all of us are here for you to help you ,to listen without judgement of you or any one, to support as best we can and hopefuly to give you strength, and comfort. even on days when you just read without posting. you are part of the family here and we love and care about you. :grouphug:
keep taking one day at a time ...little steps inch by inch into sunny times into a better place.
You are in our prayers ,and healing thoughts every day . :hug:
PEACE
BMW

Hi Denise
 

I'm sorry about the SSD. I'm going through the same thing.

I just got back on the internet. My computer broke down,and I could not get another one until now.

How are you doing girl? I've been worried about you.

How is the hospital treatment doing? Take one day at a time. BF