Denise
 

I understand. Hang on. You will get through this.:hug:

i am not doing too well they put me on a med called genoea and all it did was make me want to sleep. for some reason ever since i had ect and am done now because they werent working my memory is horrible and i have been so angry that i have been cutting myself today i felt like ending my life it so hard today for the first time in awhile i think i am going to take my life i am just defeated

Denise
 

I know life seems overwhelming for us at times like this,but you have hope for recovery. These things take time,and God will help you to endure. Write down things that are positive in your life. Put it on your mirrors,and refrigerator. Remind yourself. Think of more things that have been good in your life. Try to train yourself to do this,and let the bad memories go.

Depression that has been going on for a long time takes time,and patience in a healing process. It takes more time.

Let go of the former bad experience,as God brings new things to pass. You are in the palm of Gods hands.

People go through problems. They are unavoidable. You can read about Job in the Bible,and David in the Psalms,and Paul in the New Testament. They too had some terrible times.

You are so young,and have many days,family,and interventions to come in your life. You have many reasons to live your life. Life is a gift. Your gift is worth keeping. Hang in there Denise. You are loved with a everlasting love,and we love you. There is much time,and hope for you.

Please start writing down good things that have happened,and place these lists in places to remind yourself. Start out with 20 basic good things. Love ya. BF:hug::hug::hug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

what medication did they put you on?
I am sorry that it is so hard for you right now....
I wish it were easier...I really do.
bizi

could anyone please give me a name or hospital someone to contact regarding vns i really think i need to look into it very bad

Denise,

I did a little surfing around and found the following:
http://www.vnstherapy.com/depression...h.asp?state=NJ


I hope this helps.
:hug:
Abbie

Denise
 

Good girl!!! Keep searching. Keep seeking help. BF

Thinking of you today Denise. Hope you are holding strong and taking those little steps. I wrote you a post it is below this one with sad one as the title.
hope you get some comfort and courage from it and from all of us here. we care about you and love you tons. we are here for you also...remember that .:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

Denise
 

Keep holding on,and keep asking questions. Keep looking for the right treatment,and ways to get help. You are showing much courage. Love ya. BF:hug::hug::hug::grouphug:

Denise
 

I hope that you have a nice Labor day,even though you are fighting the depression.:hug::grouphug: