I have been SO depressed these past weeks that I cry often. Yesterday in traffic, heading to the Urologists office I called my husband in tears. My Arthritic shoulder was hurting, my 2 worn tendons in my heal were hurting......besides my lungs from the stomach acid burn from the surgery last Friday and then there's that PN pain that's always there and now worrying about the thyroid nodules....it just seems to go on and on and I can't even talk to good friends about it anymore because they have NO idea where I'm coming from!
It's really helped reading how y'all deal with this but right now I can't seem to get a handle on it all. I'm looking up psychiatrists in my insurance plan and will see if they can help me at all and I'm going to have my heal looked at by a specialist to see what he can do for it.....but I'm dreading thinking about any type of surgery again
Yesterday my Urologist said he thinks I may need bladder surgery again in 3 months since the results we'd hoped for aren't happening. He doesn't want me to work for 2 more weeks.....no lifting for 2 more weeks.......my school district is going to love hearing that! And I am now getting no paycheck at all since I'm not working.
Thanks for listening to me ramble it helps to know y'all are out there and I know y'all are going through SO much too.........Hugs to you all!