Hang in there. Don't feel guilty about feeling bad.

I'm going through a little rough patch as well and hate to say anything since most people have more pain than I. I'll get through it and hope you do much bettwer soon.


Best wishes.

Hang in there Dew. I'm having issues with weather lately here too. The cold nights lately are horrible. Some nights I sleep 2 or 3 hours and some 6. I used to have to sleep 8 hours to function. I'm on hold with wc it seems. Not sure what will happen next but I am trying not to think about it. Right now I am trying to push myself and get back some resemblance of what my life used to be.
Hopefully you will be feeling better soon.

Linda,
You know me well...
I have two children one is born in '80, the other in '85. I was hurt in '83, do a little math.............

You'll now recognize, that I've had this Monster on my back (with Tos) since 83. So my son was about 3 yo., daughter was "planned", at about 5, when and in opposition and concordance to my first, injury.

'98, they were already charged with, and excited about, taking over two family business's. Hell Yea!
I invested all the hundreds of thousands I had, maybe more than a mil!
I was excited about the future, and it about us!

'98, Bang Bang, ,I hit my head, Bang , bang I fell down, with a split skull, and a subdural hematoma.

Haha!

Nobody thought a thing about it, except dad had a headache! Like usual!

A few years went by, and my children and I realized that my attorney, and my wifey (#2), had stolen everything I had. (including what my childs had as well).

So, not to say it's bad, or worse.

It's not.

But when you lose millions of dollars worth of value, and momma #1 was there to help, rather than, reign it in for her children, it gets weird.

Yes, I was a multi millionaire.

Now, not.

I sat and had a talk with my Jesus last night.
(I haven't slept for some , oh, 40 hours.....)
Ok.

I asked forgiveness, for how I had hurt anyone.....

I asked for guidance, for how to proceed?
(I need a NEW Plan!)

Don't ya'll?

I'm certain, that i will get my forgiveness.
I will ask that, from anyone I may have hurt, in my past life......

I'm certain, that I will get my "New Plan"...
Because,
If you want to make God laugh?
Make plans!

I well get some new ones, that are in ac-concordance, with his!
Like the Moon setting, as the Sun Rises!
Yes!

It will come true!
Know why?

Because of the faith, that I have in God, and his Son!

They will bring this, together for me, yes, a Sinner!
And yet, I never WANTED to sin,
Yet, I did!

So then,
I will have it as well as anyone!
I Invite you ALL, to come along with me!

Because I'm going down to
Green Grass and High Tides Forever!

Hope you come along!

Pete

xo

Don't fall DOWN for BS comments like this one. (What I mean is, do not feel sorry for me). Pull yerself up, and by the bootstraps, or whatever,
Get back on the Horse!!!! As often as it takes!

Amen!

Hi Dew,

I know you're going through a tough time right now and thanks for giving us the update. I was actually a bit worried about you. I wish I could change it so you didn't have to go through all this pain and stress. Just know we are here for you when you need us.

Take good care of yourself.

MsL

I want to apologize for my last post, above.
I was bug eyed with out sleep.
I did some editing, because I mis worded what I was thinking (or, not thinking). Rather than just delete it,, you're all my friends, and I'm not so concerned about being judged, here.

Linda,
Are you still doing your walking in the Pool?
How is your weather? Is it changing? Do you do any real gardening?

I wish I could help you. You are in my prayers, of course!


I noticed yesterday, that I'm running a low grade fever, about one to two degrees above my normal, (which is lower than normal).
I think it has something to do with these insect bites. I've done some research on the internet, and that my doctor didn't want to do anymore over the phone, I suspect that if this isn't cleared up in a day or two, I'm going to the ER.

Of course, I have a Huge attorney appointment on Wed. (sound familiar?)
I feel defeated already, I don't think I'll make it. (the lawyer has postponed it twice already).

But, I'm gonna pull myself up yet again. And, see first about my health. I shouldn't be feeling so ill. I know my rsd and the rest of it. When I get ill, my tbi kicks in, and I cannot think, as observed in my last post. It's as if I'm in FTL, (Fairy Tale Land).

But, we know the rules, we must take care of ourselves, BEFORE we can do anything else!
I was taught this from when I was diagnosed. I'm not much good for anyone or anything else, if I'm not good for me.
And, this goes for all of us!
Others don't really know what to do for us, (even our doctors, sometimes), and they all feel badly. And, we don't want to put that on our friends / family.

Linda,
I really hope you start feeling better soon.

A quick question for you folks that are going to W/Comp lawyers, do they have your Psych reports? Do you have a Psych? If not, I think you're shortchanging yourself. While self examination takes some bravery, we all have psychic pain. It needs to be documented, or you will not be "considered" for proper compensation.
Remember the Triangle of care!

Be as Well as Ya'll can!

love to all, and, apologies for my last post, it was totally off topic / off topic.

Pete
asb