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Originally Posted by LordWood
I am actually realizing defeat is the out come anyway i go. Its to late even if the Hyperbaric or the Ketamine works my life is so screwed up the stress would upstart it within seconds. My friends are gone. My best friend that i depended on and was always there for me has abandon me and could careless now. My family is by law family but is so distant from me its not even funny. Basically i am just forced to sit here and await for it to attack my brain like it did on January 28th, 2008. Only this time i will not come back.
Well sorry anyone has to listen to me.
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Hi Austin,
RSD is so incredibly stressful and a very lonely illness (I know, tell you something you don't already know); but often times the stress and lonliness stem from misunderstanding an fear. I am sure that it feels like all of your friends have forgotten you; but in truth it is very likely that they really just feel helpless and don't know how to be there for you. Is it possible that the stress with your family is resulting from fear about your RSD? They are probably scared, just like you ... and have no clue how to help. If your family has any questions about hyperbarics or our RSD experience, please put them in contact with us.
Please find someone you can talk to. I know that you asked in one of your posts for prayers, but always know that you can take it all to God in your own prayers. He is there for you even when everyone else seems to have let you down.
Jeanne