what a warm beautiful
feeling you put in my being
i am happy to share
anyway i can help or
just touch a person in
in my experiences
are gifts i forward in advance
i am touched by the love
i write with my mind in heart
my love of people
love back at ya
thanks much

In whom we place our trust is so good to bring us close even more so at times such as this. The veritable beauty of His being is reflected in you, dear Eva, and in the writings of all who post here [make me cry Rae...... make me cry] for it is in reaching out to one another reminding each of the love and devotion of He who is the great I AM, we are pulled close into the circle of love where the strength of God is magnified.

When I pause to pray for you, Eva, I smile inside, for I know you have overflowing Joy in your heart. Yes, Rae is so right, you are a woman after God's own heart.

We hold you up in love and prayer,
That all may be well, and that all manner of things..... may be well,
Mark56

dear friends

today is my ex-husbands birthday

it was 27 years ago we separated

on the 30th of december

i was young and scared

but had the courage

and strength to carry on

i had three small babies that needed me

we tried professional help

27 years later still a non functioning parent

happily he remarried

that is when threats stopped

3 more children later

point

blessing for the day

blessed am i to have another day

blessed am i knowing i am loved

blessed am i that i have a grand baby a new life

blessed am i with all i have learned in my life thus far

blessed am i with a strong group who are supporting me in my spirit

blessed am i able and ready for help where i can

when i look back in the past
i can say the three precious children
are a lifelong never ending gift
my ex-husband left behind
so for that i thank him

may we all reflect on this past year
i hope you can find happiness
joy, health, and the never ending love of God
a constant

Thank you God
Thank you Jesus
Thank you Friends

In spirit you share of deep far gone hurts
and you bring to us wisdom, truth and immense worth
for unto you God has brought blessing despite others' care
the ones whom you trust thinking God put them there.
Deep wounds of life suffered by you and your young
so glad am I God brought you peace, here belong
the love of His precious gift given to you
a life now fulfilled with the love of your brood.
May Jesus always protect your dear ones and you too
and bring along knowledge He cares always good
with His very warm hugs and His infinite love
may you ever be given brilliant light from above.
We surround you as this time for your doctor's approach
giving prayer ever hoping in health you be clothed.
We go with you into the hospital room
and may glows from our prayers ever be as fresh blooms.

Dear Lady, you are deep in God's embrace and ours,
Mark56

thank you

it is exactly where i need to be

friend

Dear Friends

i am having a difficult day mourning
"THEM"
i remembered, today, the time
i was laying on my back
body on the rug
watching T.V.
remember i am 50 years young
anyhow how i remember
thinking
when are my boobies going to grow?
i was about nine years old
and they are going gone the 9th
i have to be honest
i want to cry so hard
i'm afraid what could happen
it is there
my daughter is in the hospital
overnight antibiotic
lower intestinal inflammation
waiting for results


blessing of the day

take care of all who need you
i do understand it is a tall order
why not
you already know

bless me your humbling acceptance
of what is happening to my body
be more concerned
i have found a deeper love
what it has done too my brain and spirit
i must let go
i am beautiful inside
that's where it comes from

i will take one moment of honesty
answer from just one
who could pass a
simple test
just be honest

don't be afraid of the
truth of the matter

thankful Jesus will walk with
me into the room
it being "finite"
people who will pray for me

i hold on just as it comes

blessed in many ways
but want to cry so hard

and the new year will begin shortly
in advance
may your year be filled with
lots of belly laughs
and a healthy life
God is GOOD!!!!
AMEN
thy will be done
AMEN

Yes God is good, but there are times that down here on earth is difficult. For every Season there is a purpose under heaven. Right now you are grieving, and it is right that you do that. It is OK to Cry Eva, I am right now. I know loss too in an intimate way, and feel these things with you. When I lost all my hair, I knew it would be for life. I have alopecia universalis. I grieved for my long blond waste length hair as it dropped out in clumps. I still cry these many years later. I allow myself that, then I move forward. Grief seems to be part of the human experience. When we walk with God, he makes that path easier to endure. You have such a good heart eva, you will make it through this trauma. Grace is being given to you as you go forward to your surgical date. We just have to cry sometimes, and do the best we can do. Your friends here are with you, with hope, encouragement and a few tears too. Be good to yourself today. Prayers are being sent. ginnie

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will do

did it a couple of times

my daughter heard me in the shower

she sees me struggle

i pray it strengthens her in the end

we will be talking tonight

wishing goodness in the new year

have a blessed day

From the moment each of us chose to walk the walk with Jesus, He became our constant companion, just as He will be yours on the 9th Eva. We pray. He walks, holding your hand.

In a store today, I saw beautiful photographs, and as one who has collected original works of art, I was struck by the photographs.......

it is God, who with brush in His hand is the supreme artist, rendering beauty all around. The master artist divine He is. Awesome.

Mark56

thank you my friends

happy new day

christine is still in hospital

awaiting her calls