This year has been horrible. To cut some things short and to fill others in .. Mum was rushed into hospital at the beginning of the year .. her husband died suddenly in April. In March I suffered severe withdrawal from Oxycodone .. and in May I had my stim fitted, which was useless.

In September my father in law died ..

and on the 26th December this year, our youngest daughter told us that in May, a friend of hers, sexually molested her.

She went to the police and I will post a copy of an e mail she sent to me so you can see what she went through.

I had suspected something but she is so independent, I didn't like to interfere and I was trying to deal with Mike's father's death and my own pain at the time.

She learned on 23rd this month that he got away with a caution and basically the judge said .. this is what happens when you drink too much. No sex offender's register .. nothing. And even before Hollie knew th verdict fromt he police he was around town BRAGGING about it.

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I am now on suicide watch as her boyfriend wont even answer her mails, texts .. He finished with her (not over this) on her birthday .. 27th .. and when she went to speak to him she KNELT on the floor and BEGGED his mother to speak to him and the mother told her to * OFF and slammed the door in her face.

What do I do? I cant cope with myself let alone this? My husband has no sympathy for me and says to stop thinking of myself .. my pain .. my mental health.

If I had a gun .. I would shoot him!!

I phoned the guy's mother as soon as I found out and asked her how she liked having a sexual molester as a son.

Of course the police came .. she understood my call .. was very upset ... GOOD SAID I .. and HOW THE **** DO YOU THINK I FEEL .. I virtually ate those police up with words !! Damn Justice .. where is her justice !!!??

Now I am on suicide watch .. and I actually wish I had never ever had children.

I hate myself for feeling such HATE .. it's eating me away .. have no peace.

Pleaes helpe me.