Eva,
Have you spoken to the doctor about the Vicodin being the possible cause of the nausea? Maybe he can substitute something else in its place.

As always, prayers, caring & sharing,
Love,
Gerry

we are on the same page
you are my angel
i think maybe it is
just beautiful
nausea still here
relaxing
love all

someone who cares

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day


"as it is in Heaven"
my days and nights all screwed up
yet the darn pain is constant
i have this daily
"as we forgive those
who trespass against us"
dear God i am asking you
please hear our prayers
my belly upset with the new meds
Vicodin is not a keeper
the regurgitation is horrible
the bitterness of the meds
is the pits my world my life
my body my desire to be the
healthy person i would like
too capture some of it back
the greatest thing in the world
is love
my goal
let it happen Lord
let Corissa see that i could
Love and want to be Loved in return
let her see for herself a prototype
of her mother allowing herself a chance
in Love that it does not interfere
with our love for each other
not making anyone to come between us
i've been and will always have her back
i will always be (her) mommy

if i may:
from the :"THE EMPTY CHAIR"
Answer insult with silence.
When someone hurts you,
do not answer in kind. You will
then be worthy of genuine honor
honor that is inner honor,
honor from Above.
(LM I:6)

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my arm hurts like hell
rain or snow
one or the other

someone who cares

thank you GOD
JESUS HIS SON
MOTHER MARY
WHO KNOWS ALL
AMEN!!!

In pain
of body, the hurting arm
of emotion, the daughter's love and growth
In yearning for wholeness
beyond pain
dealing with empty chairs [that was good by the way]
so very good NOT to respond to venom with venom
good not to respond to fire with fire
stone with stone
hurt with hurt

May all things work together to the good for you and all
and may BLESSINGS a many become VERY apparent in your life

Casting care, hope, love, and blessing upon all,

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

it is a tough day
Corissa is falling behind
there is no good that is
coming from the contributor
that help give life and she
was born into my care
at one point he wouldn't
believe i was pregnant
with the most beautiful
loving child happy as a
fish in water oh how happy
we were awaiting her arrival
myself and 3 children
and then 4 grade it came
changed everything as she
knew it all her life
it has come to
an end
for today she
understands that it is all about
whatever he feels he could get from
her like a babysitter, calling her FAT
taking out his so daughters
to a fast food joint
one not his child but married her mother
and he had a child with mom
Corissa and that child were not allowed to eat
i was beside myself is the least i could say
he believes Corissa at 14 soon to be 15
is a mature young lady
nonsense
he has yet to be in her life
as his flesh and be treated
like the individual she is meant
to be so therefore because i
refuse to have any interest
in his annoying advances
having someone in the same
room with me to keep him away
leaves the truth about the interest
i would not make up any of this
stuff it comes out of her precious
mouth
she is my child
God you know how much she is wanted
bringing her and her father together is not what
he had to offer meaning being a dad it was
reason to see me whenever
now because i will not allow her to make decisions
as she is not the adult he would like her to be
is not happening
her priority is mine to attend to alone
as his parenting skills are handed over to the oldest child
a man who has his own flooring business
does business on cash basis for this daughter
he will do as i will fight tooth and nail i will not
permit his way of life to affect Corissa
i will be going to school with older ones in tow
and bring life back to her without her absent parent
requested by Corissa
and i agree at this point
he will be in contact with any of my older adult children
when it comes to her necessities in her life
i pray this change in plans will help her concentrate
we as a family spoke and are in agreement
how sad i feel responsible
do not regret as she can see the
truth of the matter
i ask put my babies in prayer
help me with Corissa dear Jesus
Mother Mary you know my pain
i need her to be happy again
she is so smart help her see her beauty
as puberty dictates
and the smile to die for
a sweet personality
help me help her to not
loose herself for no
one and to understand none of us
are mistakes as she knows about my
childhood and my sisters
and if i had a choice i would pick your
life she was happy and that will be her again
thank you God
help us through this
AMEN!


SOMEONE WHO REALLY REALLY CARES

Deepening needs for Blessing on the house of Eva and Corissa
may love abide
may blessing be made known
may peace overwhelm difficulty
and may the ways of the deceiver be
crushed
made like refuse
to be thrown on the heap
for the Lord is He who will reign on high
and joy be restored to a family
where conflice is present
and trouble ever near
Lord hear our
prayer
we
ask

Eva,

I have had the pleasure to speak with, as well as PM'd with Corissa. Give her my love. I knew the moment she spoke with me what a loving child she is. She even thanked me for being there for her mother.

Corissa is one who cares very much,
I care for the two of you.
Praying,

Gerry

dear God
dear friends

thank you for another day

to do the simple things in life
is now a bloody pain in the tush
i know i know the feeling of my blah
blah blah is mine yours to read to
hope something i say may help
someone in there day as there is
me and bed and chores at times i think
what would it be like if i didn't have
OCD
Vicodin is not agreeing with my
system screwing my whole being
most importantly a difficult kind of
relief that is worse not better i have re-flux
and the burn in my throat is not cool
regurgitation is horrible
taking it easy
when i go back to doctor
will as for perc instead
not feeling well at all
going to try and take a nap
everything feels off

someone who cares

Blessed am i in many ways
thank you
me

You are never alone. I know life can be very hard at times. You are cared about and prayed for. I hope tonight brings you peace. We all seek that Eva, especially when life puts all this stuff in our path. Just keep talking to God and praying. I care about you too. There are a few rough patches in my own life, and coming back here sooths my soul. Sleep good tonight, and I hope your pain is better. ginnie

ginnie
i wish you the same
i love and say my prayers
keep your head up
sleep with the angels

someone who cares