hello all

i'll keep it short
my pain is way out of control
still have to get cat-scan
then see the man
had to give myself additional dose of meds
as yesterday while out and taking care of business
had made a call to pain specialist before taking them
i cried like a baby out in public
how sad is that
people kindly asking are you alright
couldn't wait to get home and lay down
mentally can't even begin with that
but know i am very angry coupled with enormous pain
pain all over not a good combo
did some homework on pain pump
just another operation?
what went wrong???
it wasn't ANYTHING like this!!!!
something went terribly wrong
and continues getting worse by the day

have a feel good day