[Lui]

Sorry for posting quiet a lot! But the thing is I an totally anxious. Since 5 months I am stuck in the concussions stadium and it's gettin worse and worse. Just last night I got a panick attack becasue I am so afraid of symptoms being permanent. I could't breath. My family tells me I should just ignore it but that's not possible. It's around all the time. The worst thing is the visual snow and the feelign to be stuck in a dream, I am anxious as hell that this symptom will be persisting. Then I did the worst thing ever and googled my symptoms, about the visual snow and got another panic attack. My neuro has sworn me that it'll go away. I did the MRI(no bleedings) and the EEG will follow soon but he does not know that I overdid it a lot, and even started playing sports again. Of course I am not playing sports anymore and dropped out of every activity I was doing. I wish I could travel back in time and tell the stupid me from back then what to do. Just had to get rid of this becasue I totally don't know what to do. I know how stupid is to be anxious but I can't do anything against it.