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02-25-2013, 03:16 PM | #1 | ||
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So as I write this I'm sitting on the bathroom floor at my school. I came in to wash my hands and had an attack. Its been a week and a half to two weeks since I was diagnosed. This is the only place where anyone knows my pain and has suffered as I have suffered. It's only been two weeks and already I feel like I can't do this. The pain of this (Atypical) TN is knawing away at my soul. Let me make ot abundantly clear that not even a year ago I was extremely suicidal. And the last thing I want is those feelings back, but I am struggling... Please I need support
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"Thanks for this!" says: | katmae (03-29-2013), mg neck prob (02-25-2013) |
02-25-2013, 03:49 PM | #2 | ||
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Trust me I understand pain btw neck surgery and cancer surgery. I know pain can bring on intense emotional distress so first let me say try to calm yourself down. Im glad you came here as well. Hunter-- do you have meds for pain? Im sorry to you suffer from extreme depression. Do you have a good pdoc or school councelor? Sorry im horrible at spelling. I think you should call someone you feel close to you and tell them your in pain. There is nothing wrong with seeking out help for depression along with the stress of battling an illness you not alone at all in those feelings. What you need to do is reach out to someone today ? Will you do that ? |
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02-25-2013, 04:07 PM | #3 | ||
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02-25-2013, 05:54 PM | #4 | ||
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"Thanks for this!" says: | katmae (03-29-2013) |
02-26-2013, 01:30 AM | #5 | ||
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@mg neck prob- thank you very much I certainly hope people here are more understanding because ppl in my school have given me names like twitchy. Comical, yea sorta. But still kinda rude given how painful it is
@katmae- no worries, I'm feeling a little better. I always feel physically and emotionally depleted after TN attacks. But the panic attacks have been under control for quite a while now... Like a year and some odd months and no I'm not on any meds for anxiety. It's funny actually, benzodiazepines work on damn near everyone, well guess what! I'm in the slim percentage they don't work on. I once popped 60 mg of valium (diazepam) to prove a point, I gave my friend one to prove to him it wasn't fake. He passed out within the hour. I however remained 100% unaltered cognitively or physically. But It's unbelievable that one person would have been able to catch and develop (whether through conditioning, genetics, or much more likely both) all of this within this time frame but I pulled it off.. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | katmae (02-26-2013) |
02-26-2013, 07:05 AM | #6 | |||
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Yowsers... 60mg of Valium?
Valium comes in 2mg, 5mg, and 10mg doses.(oral) Really high doses of Valium will suppress breathing. This link shows the medical dosing of valium: http://reference.medscape.com/drug/v...iazepam-342902 60mg at once? not wise.
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02-25-2013, 08:20 PM | #7 | ||
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02-26-2013, 12:12 PM | #8 | ||
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Thank you all, I'm very thankful. Ive been very depressed today, I have had two attacks already. And they were not weak, thank the Divines I wasn't driving this morning, as i probably would have crashed into oncoming traffic had I been. And I know suicide isnt the answer but... well haha this is the one place i dont have to explain pain in great detail. its nice having people who understand
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02-26-2013, 01:32 PM | #9 | ||
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02-26-2013, 04:14 PM | #10 | ||
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Clueless is an understatement for my classmates. And thank you, I take pride in my intellect. And thank you, I have only had one more attack since this morning, so I guess thats not that bad... I also want to thank everyone for not bringing religion into this as I am atheist and I find it a little irritating when people say god is there for me. Because if I were to believe, then he'd be the cause of these problems as well. Something Id never be able to forgive. So I just wanted to say thanks and I will be looking around this website for direction quite a bit so I hope to hear from you all again, if you talk to me again on another thread, let me know you've talked to me before
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