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Old 12-31-2009, 12:16 AM #1
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Default Do you feel fear about the new year ?

Oh crap I DO

I had a crisis last night ( AGAIN !)... I had fear all night... I cried and tried to pray all night long... Main poblem: FEAR !!! I felt fear about my health... my loneliness...

And guess what, Im having sentimental relations' problems... Seriously, why, I mean WHY, everytime I put my eyes in somebody, everytime I feel motivation for doing things for that people, BANG ! He is married, has a gf, like somebody else... Oh.. my never ending story....

That put me in a nasty mood...

And a new year coming... and, I hate to receive a new year feeling this crap... I have no hope in anything...

Grrrr....

WHY WHY WHY !
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Old 12-31-2009, 01:41 AM #2
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Dear Majo,

You can have hope.
If you don't have hope now, try to hold on to having hope someday in the future.

I'm joking but this can be fun.
A few years ago I was at a New Year's Eve gathering with a woman who borrowed a suitcase and walked around the building three times. It was supposed to bring her good travels.

Seriously, do you do any exercise? Walking saved my life.
Maybe you can find something similar that can save your life.

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Unhappy no fear... just crud

and getting cruddier.

i don't feel afraid. just sort of oh no here we go again.

time going forward... me not going forward with it.

stuff just not right today. possibly stuff i say doesn't come across right or is not taken right... or, quite possibly both.

oh and i know what you mean about the guy thing. more crud, right there.

sorry for the fear. i hope that passes along with my crud.

all my rituals are out the window this year too it seems.

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Hum... Bloody nostalgy... And fear...

I keep asking myself, why I can't manage to be happy... Argh Is like I always have one dark thing in my life that makes me feel bad, sad, etc...

I'm hating today to be honest... I wish I wasn't... But everything scares me...

It is one of my purposes to start walking everyday next year...

More hugs to everyone !
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