Good for you for not going to ebay!
nice to hear from your family!!!!!
bizi

i went to ebay finally and bought the books
love
bobby

Sending you some hugs Bobby.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

thanks so very much. I am reading and listening to Josh Groban and finished posting on an Israeli site. I strongly disagreed with an article and most of Israel is pro trump i think.ugh
fondly
bobby

tonite marci called. i was ticked that she didn't let me know that monday was a holiday. I was cool. I told her that her coordinator told me. I also told her that the coordinator said she could do a little hand washing. Marci tried to protest and I finally said your coordinator said it was all right. I told her I needed somebody at the end of the week and not two consecutive days in the beginning. I told her that the Pastor looked shocked when I told him I had cleaning help twice a week.She said there was a lot of work and did I want three days a week and I said no. She fought me the whole way but I was inflexible. I didn't attack. My caseworker told me I wasn't supposed to give the workers anything including a xmas gift .Celia said if I have any trouble tomorrow to call her and she will pretend it is an unexpected visit and she would deal with her. I also temporarily cancelled meals on wheels because of the keto diet.
I am still spending. Tonite I bought 4 tunics that came together for a great price and made an offer on another one.
I will call the doctor this morning and tell him I am still spending and still am
irritable.I am eating keto food like cheese and guacamole but I think too much so I won't weight myself.

my doctor isn't in the office today. he is good returning calls. i told him that the increase wasn't helping and when i was on risperdal i wasn't manic.

Dear Bobby,
Yes I knew it was veterans day but forgot that we did not have mail.
Sounds like you confrontation went well.
I hate conflict!
I think risperdal is a good idea and it has stabilized you in the past.
It is cold here today 30's and high of 41....burr! Do you have to go anywhere today?
Is it cold there?
love your way
bizi:grouphug:

I hate conflict too! Marci is coming this afternoon. I don't know what to expect. I said don't you agree that it doesn't make sense to come two days in a row and then later in the week have it dirty. She doesn't work hard and stops early and later changes clothes and puts on lotion. then she signs out. i am curious if she will spend more time cleaning today or even less. i told her i loved her just as much. she sounded upset and i think angry.
i heard from the doctor's secretary,donna. i explained myself and said i don'y know why he took me off of risperdal and that kept me from getting manic.
love
bobby

Bobby

I'm glad you stuck up for yourself. If you have problems with
her please give Cecelia the call or whatever she told you to do.

Honestly Marci, should be doing whatever it is that you need done,
and then asking the questions what you would like done next.

Not getting angry that you want other things done. I'm glad you
asked the supervisor if she could do the other thing. That I've forgotten
what it was. And got a yes.

I think it shows you are asserting your needs now.

Keep it up maam.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

How did it go with Marci?
bizi

Good luck with the Keto diet, Bobby.





M

my computer was out most of yesterday and robert got it on line today.My phone is still out and my wi fi. He is coming back.
marci really cleaned yesterday. I don't think she was happy over my decision.
I am calling the doctor at six.

Glad you got back on line.
great that marci cleaned for you finally!
bizi

i called the dr at six but had to leave a message with my cellphone. I am still new at it and when cecilia called me I could figure out how to open it.
love
bobby

cell phones take time getting used to.
bizi

thanks. robert is coming over tomorrow and hopefully he will get my phone to work and wi fi and printer. I just threw out a lot more clothes. I tried calling the doctor again but just got voicemail and couldn't figure out how to press one. I will keep on calling til the secretary answers. I sent him an email this morning saying that everything was better but the spending.
right now I am very lonely. I dread thanksgiving and being alone.
love
bobby

Any chance Cecelia or/ Robert and you could all do Thanksgiving
together.

I don't know if they have family close by.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

none and I think cecilia will be in hospital for hip replacement

i think the antipsychotic is giving me a sense of well being. I still want to spend but I am not as irritable or angry. I have an easy time reading the kindle because I can make the print large. My kitty cats make me feel so much love. I could have gone to Dorot for thanksgiving but didn't want to spend the cab fare and wouldn't know anybody. I am probably just a fool. A lot of people my age are alone.

Funniest 🐶 Dogs And 😻 Cats - Try Not To Laugh - Funny Pet Animals' Life 😇 - YouTube
i laughed so hard at most of the funny cats' and dogs. antics

my doctor just called me on my smartphone and it was easy to answer.He just sent in a prescription for the medication 4 mg twice a day. I hope the insurance company approves it.

Bobby

I wish I had some answers about thanksgiving for you. I'm
sorry. Maybe you could figure out a way to share a meal
with the porter or what ever he is called in the lobby.

I wish you and I lived closer together I'd come get you and
have you to thanksgiving with us.

Donna:hug::grouphug:

Hi bobby,
am glad that you were able to use your phone!
Happy that you think the antipsychotic is helping....what a relief!
love,
bizi

they have their own families and I no longer cook. Zeynep will be in turkey lol.
thank you for being so sweet!
fondly

bobby

i lost two pounds on the keto diet. There is hope.the pharmacy said the prescription is delayed and I am afraid it is the insurance company. I have been drinking a lot of broth and eggs. I really like my doctor. He seems to really care. When he left a message he used his first name instead of doctor. I can't remember how long I have gone to him.I think the stroke damaged that. I didn't realize my sister has been dead 4 years.

2 pounds equals 8 sticks of butter!
Happy for you bobby!!!!
keep at it.dieting works it just takes time.
(((((HUGS)))))
you can expect to lose 1-2 pounds per week.
love

bizi

thanks so much for the encouragement. I can't believe I am drinking black coffee or coffee with MCT oil. I still have the feeling of well being. I hope my insurance approves the medication!
love
bobby

I just bought some more toys and bones for Danny. I still have an urge to spend. I rationalized and said how much Robert has been helping me!

Bobby

Maybe you can get to the point that you only buy toys and bones for
Roberts dog. And you can just limit the number or amount you spend
on them.

That would be a way to cut down on the spending.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

great idea!

great news. Abby screwed up my whole internet connection. Robert got me on line. today he spent over three hours installing new equipment and making the printer work.
My email account went out and I have a list of passwords but I couldn't find the one I needed. Robert spent time on it but didn't succeed. Just a little while ago I tried and wound up creating a new password which I wrote down on top of my list and now it works.
Poor Cecilia but great news. She was so afraid she had lung cancer but today she went to another doctor in her doctor's office. She had Cecilia have a chest xray. SHE HAS BEEN WALKING AROUND WITH WALKING PNEUMONIA FOR OVER 6 months. Her old doctor told her she needed a hip replacement. She found out that she didn't! The screws will stay in. she wants physical therapy.

i am still sort of manic. had a couple of hours sleep last night. bought a lot of things for danny and two tunics. went off my diet. can't get my wi fi to work.

Maybe you need an increase in the medication>?
sorry you did not sleep.
((((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

i just woke up from a little nap and felt depressed. Gradually I am feeling better. I probably do need an increase in dosage.
Robert sent me a password and now my kindle is working. I don't know where he got the password from.
He said I made friends with Danny. I wrote him and told him if he ever had a little errand to run he could leave danny here with his leash on the door. I am beginning to love danny.
i took the medication but not the others yet. i will do that now.
love
bobby

i got really angry. i waited on the phone to see about my prescription for about 20 minutes. finally i was told they would have it on monday and not today. it was called in on thursday.

Good news about Cecilia getting a proper dx.


The treatment will help her.





M

It is really frightening how a trusted doctor can be so inept!
Back to the diet today. I had music on all night. I am reading a book I really like. My hours are totally shot. I give up on them. I think I am still manic so the
pill is helping with depression.

once again I have the feeling of well being. I am thanking God so much. Right now nothing that is or has been negative in my life doesn't touch me.

I am glad that you are having these well being periods.
I am sorry you are not sleeping.
(((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

Bobby

I really think part of the reason you have problems with manic at times.
Is because you are having trouble sleeping. I think I do too when I
am having problems with this.

I'm glad you have feelings of well being.

Donna :grouphug::hug: