you might be right. I am listening to cat stevens. No sleeping pills have worked for me. I just bought another tunic.
I offered to take care of Danny if robert has to run a short errand without danny. He would have to be on a leash attached to the terrace door.Robert said he would soon.
I think I will ask my doctor if he could raise the dosage of the new medication and maybe that would stop the manic behavior. Now like a jerk I am making coffee. just bought a cheap floor lamp

epic doesn't cover Fanapt i can't afford it. my doctor will call me back.

I am very sorry about this.
((((((HUGS))))))
you need a break.
love
bizi

I don't know what to do. I am so depressed and scared/. The doctor offered me a lot of samples which I could have. Then I requested risperdal because I am still over spending, eating. I woke up depressed and now really miss the feeling if well being. I haven't heard back from him. I wonder if I could have both.
I think I will make an appointment. Now I have a stomach ache.
my stomach ache is gone. I really want those pills

I don't think that you want to do both but will wait to see what your pdoc says.
have a good day!
((((((HUGS)))))
love bizi

i just spoke with donna and asked only for the samples. I am still spending but maybe I will run out of things to buy. I won't get back into the stock market even though it looks as if it is going a lot higher.
yesterday I had spinach and eggs for supper. It was delicious. I will try to eat low calorie foods. I can't wait to get the medication. I will go to his office this morning.
love
bobby
oh it doesn't make me feel drugged

i see him on the fifth. he also included some higher dosage.

the pharmacy said that a month supply of the drug would only be 58 dollars.
I am going to try out the different doses the doctor gave me and see if the higher one is better. Then he will write a prescription for three months and I will see if it is triple the amount or the same price as one month. I felt so relieved.
It is a lot better than 800 dollars a month. I get so little in social security.

I hope that the Fanapt benefits you.




M

I am taking the 6 mg. yesterday I wa so bad. I ate a whole apple pie. I also ae some pumpkin pie.

I an not depressed, angry, irritable or anxious. the medication is really working!

I am glad that the medication seems to be working for you and your improved mood!!!!!!
can you nap?
((((((HUGS)))))))
love bizi

yesterday I tried to. I was so very tired. I just closed my eyes. Later Marci said I looked better than before. My legs are really bothering me. I have to lose weight and I am sure that would help my legs. I ordered batteries but can't find them. they supposedly came on friday, I don't have patience so I just bought some more. I still don't have any control over my spending. Just bid on another top and bought sas shoes. I already have a pair and they are so comfortable and attractive! I threw out the rest of the pumpkin pie.
love
bobby

I hope you have a good day bobby!
love you
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

thanks so much and YOU TOO!
love
bobby
do you have any ideas for manic behavior?

Bobby

I think sas shoes might be something if they are comfortable you need.

Now keep finding things that you need, isn't a bad idea. Just keep working
on that. I think you are doing a great job, just keep it up.

Donna:hug::grouphug:

It is a vicious cycle.
Very OCD also.
I don't think you are properly medicated.
What about the respirdal?
you had success on that.
I am sorry you are going thru this.
bizi

i see him on the fifth. i really like this drug,it gives a sense of well being.
love
bobby

this new medicine is so fantastic. it really makes me happy. i slept for a couple of hours and then up all night. today i am only taking 4 mj of the medicine twice a day. i might not need the 6 mg.

Glad that you have a sense of well being.
Nice to hear you say this,

happy for you.
(((((HUGS))))
have a nice day.
love bizi

thank you so much. it is truly incredible. i wonder how it works. i think i will be able to take a nap once i finish a delightful book on my kindle. i have no trouble reading because t can make the font large.
love
bobby

great that you are reading!
happy you have a kindle.
have a great day bobby
love you
bizi
((((((HUGS)))))

Bobby

I'm so glad you have your kindle.

I really wish I had been able to get used to the kindle or
something like it. Just couldn't get through figuring out
the way to put money and things on for books.

Ugh,
Donna :hug::grouphug:

do you have a kindle and an amazon account? it is easy. it automatically goes to your account. there is a site bookbub.com which offers a lot of free books..
you just join it. you need wi fi to download the book.

No I don't have a kindle. But the other ones I've bought are a lot harder to get started with. So I may have to try this.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

good luck. they are wonderful.
fondly
bobby

I am hoping you are still in a good mood.....hoping that you will try to sleep tonight.


(((((HUGS))))))
love you
bizi

i slept a lot more. i have been so tired. my diet backfired and I gained four pounds, I will try harder. my mood is okay.
love
'bobby
now i am high, i just want to move closer to God. I am giving so much thanks for this medicine.
I had a chance to develop a friendship with a guy close to my age but on the phone he sounded too normal. I have an affinity for troubled people
robert is going to fix my keyboard tray. i am on typing one finger at a time. i hope he puts my new lamp together.
i bought another tunic and supplements for my eyes and a book on prayers and some other religious books.
i don't feel lonely

Hi bobby!
good morning!
glad to hear that you slept this is great!
Hope you get more sleep.
happy you are not lonely!
((((((HUGS)))))))
bizi:hug::hug::hug:

i didn't think you posted this early. I just realized that I don't feel lonely aand I think want to be alone except for my kitty cats and robert's dog danny. i have some chewy things for him.
love
bobby

bobby, I hope you have a good day!
love
bizi
:hug:

Hope you do too!
love
bobby the spender

Bobby

I think you are doing a better job of not spending as much. So maybe just keep a eye on how much your spending. Maybe its the way you spend
just a little a day. On tunics sometimes, and all the things you definitely need.

And please remember we all have a time period we gain a little, then it goes back down. I know that sounds odd its just part of life.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i hope i don't buy anymore tunics. i have so many now. i am very moody. i decided i will give marci for xmas a 4 ounce bottle of chamomile essential oil.
she had asked for some and i bought her a small bottle. this will cost me only 20 dollars,
i am very moody.i am not depressed. just bid on another tunic,
fondly
bobby

i feel wonderful. i think it is a manic high but wow am i enjoying the feelings. i will tell the doctor on the fifth but i want to stay on this medication.

I am glad that you like this med. Just remember what goes up will come down. So be careful!
love bizi

i am hoping the doctor can give me something in conjunction for the mania.
robert came over and put together the new lamp.part of the old one cracked. i returned the keyboard tray and bought a cheap tower for the monitor and keyboard from walmart and chair. robert approved. i have been using a very old tibetan table with its uncomfortable chair.
love
bobby

somebody might come over from Dorot this morning but nobody called on friday, my place is such a wreck. i woke up depressed but as soon as I start some activity, it starts to diminish.
I love my new lamp. I t was so cheap,, I got it from Target,
I am so hoping I don't go to ebay! aand I don't overeat.
Love
bobby
went to ebay after taking a bath and was outbid on one and bought another.

out of control. yesterday I bought two different types of pliers and just now bought two more different ones from ebay. i can't analyze why i am doing this.it is a compulsion. now I have to face how much I will eat today. I have a lot of broths which I really like. I don't feel like straightening up. i am listening to cat stevens. i adore him,

I hope you do have a visitor today.
I adore cat stevens too.
Have a good day!

love
bizi