he is amazing. I saw a video of him sing the prayer with celine dion. It was fabulous!
bizi

you can't believe how much i listen to him. all night tonight, go to youtube and listen to a perfect symphony. i adore it. i read when i am listening to him and a lot of times listen to him all night.

That was so special, beautiful.
thanks for sharing.
love, bizi

i am still overspending. yesterday on ebay i offered 20 dollars for a gorgeous pair of pants. there was shipping charge of about 10 dollars. i felt safe that they would decline the offer because they wanted 40 dollars. i did my impulse offer and just knew it would be either counter offered or just rejected. guess what. they accepted the 20 dollars. was i shocked.
I am such a f@cking mess. My bipolar is getting worse and now I refuse any new drugs to try because of the f@cking side effects I have had. also no new
f@cking prescription laxatives that didn't work and only made me feel awful and didn't work.
to spend more money today i will look for supplements and vitamins that would help for cognition. I used to be super bright and now can't stand the decline. i will throw in another f@ck. The Rabbi intern said that as long as I don't swear with God's name there is nothing in the religious teachings that ban swearing.
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Do Brain Supplements Actually Work? – Cleveland Clinic. sh@t

The Canadian Network for Mood and Anxiety Treatments recently shared their findings that Omega-3 fatty acid supplements were effective in treating mild to moderate depression. The antidepressant effect from these supplements come into play because they modify serotonin transmissions in the brain.

i am going to have that three times a day. it also helps constipation.
i don't know if i have the control to go on an oatmeal diet-just eating oatmeal for your meals. it says you can lose 2 pounds a week. i have also been freaking out about the price of food. i used to buy creamed spinach for 1.99. now it is 2.99. i think prices are going up every week. an oatmeal diet would solve that problem.
i bid on another beautiful pair of pants that retail for 89 dollars. they accepted my offer of 12 dollars plus shipping.
i no longer feel like researching bipolar 2. i know it all too well. i don't know what further can help me. i just have to remind myself when i am severely depressed which is often, it will pass. i can't stop thinking that the worse will happen.
i think my therapist will help me cope with the damage my toxic family heaped on me. i really was a good kid.

I like Bizi's Idea of cutting it in 4 pieces. I hope this works for
you.

Donna

bobby,
I am having terrible gas pains from the lactulous twice a day. I will never take this again. my stomach hurts I have farting up the wazoo. never knowing if I will finally have a bm. this is day 2 of not going I have taken a total of 4 stool softeners thinking that might help so far nothing if I don't go today I will take a laxative.
love bizi

I took 2 gas ex and my passing gas and stomach ache went away.
so grateful did you try that bobby?If no stool by tonight,
I will take a laxative again.
I am skipping a party because I did not feel well with all of my symptoms, damn lactulose!

Tomorrow I will call my md office and and

give her a report and ask for an rx of linzess,

a high dose to start as my colon needs all of the help it can get.
bizi

i threw it out

gas ex didn't help me. linzess made me feel much worse than latulose. i am just about take another bottle of magnesium citrate. then i am going to try to fall asleep. i wonder how people get operations. didn't kay have one.