I have decided to go to Tuesdays meeting, BUT I plan on talking to fussy pants to tell her that I am simply not able or willing to try to make every meeting. I am not going to pepper her with my reasons, I already have stated my reasons to her.

If I am not willing to put up with this malarky with my family, why would I continue to allow it from strangers? simply because they have MY disease and I want to make an effort? Well, effort has been made, and its costing me. I dont think this woman is a good leader, nor do I think she will last much longer. I am impressed she has lasted this long.

Oh, and the final thing that bugs me. She sells Avon, and every week I get an email telling me about the latest Avon bargains and how to order online using her name to give her credit. At one meeting she spoke at length about how hard it is to find ways to make money and spoke of how Avon is going to save her. Well, I dont wear jewels around the house. I dont wear make up, and I use a bath products from another place. I find Avon products to be ok, but just ok. I guess now Avon is selling clothes and Curves items too. I appreciate the position she is in, but dont like that she is using her co ordinator job as a rolodex to get avon clients.

so, Tuesday will be my last meeting with this current set up. Thanks for all the good guidance and encouragement. If the group dies, it dies. there is nothing I can do about that.