Greta I know you are right when you say it doesn't change who I am it just such a pain in the rump when you try to stay positive and live as normally as whatever normal is and then Smack right upside the haid with reality.

I only think like this right after a neuro appt. It's weird. Its like Man....I have a disease......This sucks.......It's never going to go away....Am I always going to walk like I have a pole up my rump.....I feel cheated......I feel like carp....It's not fair! Why do I have to go through this! yada yada yada.

I will be back to my ole "I don't give a carp" self tomorrow!

Please stand by........I am just like Michigan Weather. If you don't like it, wait 5 minutes it will be different