I finished my steroids yesterday..... I have to admit that I have felt so much better being on them even with everything that went on last week.

I was talking with a friend and she mentioned how things taste different - that is so true with me. I can't wait to have a decent cup of coffee that taste good again! What a dissappointment to get up in the morning and take that first sip of what you enjoy so much to have it taste nasty!

We also talked about how the numbness has not fully gone away in my face, tongue, neck and arm. I have read many times that after a "flare" you may not get back to where you were - the sx may not fully go away??

I feel like I am being such a baby with the few sx that I do have.... I think I am hitting the "why me" stage or the change of life that woman go through?

I wish I could close my eyes - open them and my life be changed.... I would be happy, respected, loved, and stress free. I know it is only a dream and won't happen but today that is how I feel.