Rose I can identify with every word but hang in there it will get better.
The drug fog will ease off and in the meantime make lists.
The pain doc is the best so good luck with that. In the meantime Epsom salts have really helped.
I still havent mastered the kids yet, I feel so guilty when I am catching up with sleep at weekends - it just isnt fair! Just make sure you make the most of good days and your little boy will adapt to any changes in your life.(at least that is what I keep telling myself)
This support group has been a lifeline for me so please come on and vent when you need to, we are all in this together.
Hope tomorrow is a better day, just take it a day at a time