[SeamsLikeStitches]

Hey there all,
Yep, my symptoms are back, full blown. I'm not hungry any more, I'm exhausted, and I just want to lie in bed with ice packs on my feet and sleep all the time! When I get hot, my back breaks out in pin pricks, my legs break out in them, and I just fight with all my might to stay awake! If I'm driving, at my desk at work, or wherever, I just can't keep my eyelids up!

Oh, new pain center too, my bladder! While sitting, it feels as if there is a rope tied around my bladder, and as soon as I stand up, there is a knife that starts stabbing me! Fun Fun!

The issue is, I'm out of vacation and sick time..., my doctor just throws meds at me, which make me more sleepy, then I can't work... and soon I'm going to lose my job again! AAAAAgggggghhhhhh!

I think today I'm going to go to a different doctor within our Kaiser program and ask for a different alternative. Maybe some Long Term Disability or something. Hoping they will give it to me!!!! Just so painfull...