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Join Date: Jan 2010
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Join Date: Jan 2010
Posts: 155
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My SCS is making me upset!!!
My SCS is getting on my nerves. With the battery repaired from were I fell it is now sticking out again worse than ever. I don't know if I screwed it up. It hurts and moves everytime I roll on that side. I am so discuraged. I just wanted my life back or part of it. I just want to be able to enjoy my kids and help them, not them having to take care of me. I need all the prayers you got. I am loosing control of my emotions. I want it out and fast. But everyone on my end thinks I should try again. I have been through so much surgery that my back is killing me. Isn't it ok to give up and move on to the next thing the doctor has up his sleeve. I just wish I could get them grown and then fall apart. I'm so sorry that you guys are having to read this. But you are the only people who understands this. To make it worse I have so many symptons of MS that I am terrified. Nobody wants to hear this though. But I keep developing new problems and my doctor that I loved so much has left. I need to find someone who cares and doesn't think I'm kookoo. I need a doctor who can go through all these symptoms and help me figure me out. It's hard to find any one to take the time. Sorry for my rant but if I didn't get it off my chest I was going to go nuts. Thanks to all for any advice or a good genral practice doctor in North Carolina near Winston-Salem. THANKS!!!!
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