Im not sure where to even begin..Im so frustrated abit depressed & just want to scream from the pain. I dont know how much more pain I can handle I really dont, most of my time is spent in bed unless Im up to walk my dogs use the bathroom or get food/drink. I did see my doc last week & told him it was time to change pain meds cuz the 5mg perks arent doin **** but being that I hav no insurance & hav already gotten my meds for the month we arent changing anything til end of month til then its a matter of making it thru each day without screaming just balling my eyes out. Guess after 9 1/2yrs its all getting to me, Ive tried to think positive but its so hard rite now. Im only 34 almost 35 & my entire body is just falling apart even my teeth areI decaying from the inside out its sooo embarassing when I was in the dental feild for so long I feel so alone all I can do is cry cuz I dont need my neighbors callin cops if I scream cuz of pain that would be fun tryin to explain to cops lol. I guess Thats all for now gonna go back 2 watchin tv any advice welcomed to help with this pain thx all & hope u all are havin much better days than me air hugs
~Heidi~