Hi Miatri,
I am so glad that you responded. I never thought of that idea either. Sometimes though the little girl i use to be wasn't a very nice girl. I was always put down no matter what I did was never right. I guess I just have to not think about that little girl and just think about the one that had all the determination in the world to make her parents proud of her(which she never did) but I have to remember the determined little girl. I want to thank you so much for giving me that idea. I will also give that a try.
Also I do not think everyone on here is a loser. I love everyone on here. You all know how to make a person feel better about themselves. You are all so wonderful. I am so glad I found this website. It is the best thing I ever did. Thank to all! You all are so wonderful. But you know one thing that doesn't make me stop putting myself down sometimes. Sometimes life really does stink and there is not a darn thing I can do about it.
Thank you again for the suggestion. You are great. Take care and hope to talk to you soon.

Sincerely yours,
Tracy