Hi Tracy,

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. RSD does change relationships. You have to admit it has changed you. It's no fault of your own you didn't ask for this horrible condition. It puts a great deal of stress on relationships. Your husband see's you hurting and he knows he can't help. He is probably frustrated about the strain health care cost put on a family's budget. He is reacting to the situation and taking his frustration out on you. Something you don't need. It only gets your anxiety level up and in turn increases your pain.
You are two people under a great deal of stress. Sit down and talk LISTEN to each other.
If you don't have a personal relationship with God. Now is the perfect time he is only a prayer away. Once you ask him into your heart all of life's troubles get worked out.
No one can make you feel like nothing unless you let them. You are someone special God doesn't make junk!!!
Take care,
Sherrie